Thursday, March 31, 2005
hanging by a thread.


thank god its friday tmr,and its just the stupid sports day,cos i really cant wait for saturday and sunday!saturday cos of edge durh.and sunday cos this supposedly super powerful is coming to my mum's church and just now cocco was like blabbing all the way about him.she said that when he put his hand and prayed for her and stuff,she started feeling..hot?..and when he finished praying he just took away his hand and she fell.just fell on the floor.power sia.and yeah,it happens to everyone who comes to him.cool.i wanna see him.

bah.end the post here cos im in the depression stage of my mood swing.i just feel like deleting this whole blog for some reason.maybe...

[[i'm sorry you had to see my fucked up side.]]


ranaway5:43 PM

Wednesday, March 30, 2005
all hail meryl..source of good info.


debating over many many things now.superly con.fu.sed(sorry)now...

i wanna go to edge lah,i've missed it for 4 weeks i wouldnt miss it for the world this time.

dont feel lyk blogging.


ranaway7:34 PM

Tuesday, March 29, 2005
the soap opera continues..


phish.i just want my wallet back.
geez.there's lyk my ez-link card,my ic anddd neoprints inside.not to mention that i love that wallet ok.oh fuc well nvm.i'll just leave it up to Him whether i get it back or not.maybe its just some elaborate scheme to punish me for something.blah whatever.just trust fully in Him.

today after school was fu-nnn.me and raine were on this soft toy mission or something.saw so many SHEEP,RABBITS and even one porcupine.oh and if you dont get it,you just dont get it.lols.also saw..ahem but yeah its super obvious so =x.

WE SAW THE SLEEPING GUY!!
well y'see the sleeping guy is this fella that me and lorraine saw at MPL on sunday.he was lyk snoozing with his mouth wide open and we were simply just rolling around with laughter at the sight of him.then suddenly his friends lyk woke him up and they all started staring at us.and then when we saw them again later they kept on turning 'round to look at us.
and today saw them at PARKWAY!!!
so unexpected larh.
and they definitely recognized us...lol...how fun.somehow i get the feeling that we'll see them unexpectedly again.its fate man.-cough-

ok bye.


ranaway5:38 PM

Monday, March 28, 2005
ahh contradictions and..just weird.


bah!(sorry im just addicted to that word suddenly.)my life's lyk a fucking soap opera now lah.i dont need all these dramatosciscity.(?!)
its like suddenly all these frustrating stuff starts to happen and whee im going insane.
i want my wallet.

bah.just had another weird weird encounter thanks to LYNETTE and lorraine.sheesh.and im supposed to be like..not weird around her anymore.you all are not helping.sheesh.feeling happy and fucked up at the same time.somehow i seriously feel like going to see a shrink or something and then maybe i'll start to actually make sense to myself?blah.crapping.as usual.


ranaway3:17 PM

Saturday, March 26, 2005
dysfunctionally..sane.


blah.everything is becoming so dysfunctional suddenly.the clique is suddenly all going haywire or something and i dont want to be caught in the middle of anything but i think i already am.why cant everything be..all right?why do some people just HAVE to have their way all the time and bitch about everything just so everyone else has to adjust themselves to please them?sigh.im just sick of all the problems.it used to be so good :(

oh wells.wont stress over it.yet.there are other things to stres over.see all this stress is causing me to put on weight.what,its a scientific fact O_O

geez.anyway slept over at nicc's house ysterday.did any of you watch open water?well,dont kay.it sucks.its boring and the lady kept on finding every single oppurtunity to bare her boobs.was more like porno than a horror show?sheesh.me and nicc were lyk what the fug lah.then switched to hide and seek.which has like such a super stupid ending lah.

mmm yeah.that's it.not going for edge today.at least i wont have to deal with a then,that's one less thing to make me gain weight.


ranaway1:46 PM

Friday, March 25, 2005
happy good friday :)


bah.supposed to use today to do the hist thing.and guess what...i didnt.sheesh.anyway gg to nicc's house later.scary movies whee~

keep thinking about the *poof*ing thing and laughing.

*in fiona voice*:goodnesses.


ranaway4:53 PM

Thursday, March 24, 2005
vanillah(to go with yesterday's title)


ok,i officially declare today...
paiseh day.
kena...paiseh-ated..so many times...
bleah.


ranaway7:22 PM

Wednesday, March 23, 2005
chocolatehh -sorry i had no idea whad else to put-


everybody's blog entries seem to get cheemier and cheemier by the day.and look at me here just spewing all this nonsense.makes me feel guilty in a weird way.lyk..naive.no,what's that word?oblivious.oh well,whatever.im just good at bitching and going high here.and yeah im feeling kinda stoned so maybe you should just ignore what im typing right now cos even i am not really sure what im saying.

bah.alicia keeps giving us weird looks in the canteen.when she wanted to cross me raine and net's path,she purposely strolled ever so slowly while turning to give us that condemning look.(sheesh,did i spell that right?)and after that she kept on giving us the same look again and again.i cant stand it.what gives her the right to judge us anyway?she cant even get her facts straight first.

aiyah.i have somuch to say that i have...nothing to say.i wanna sleep.but its not even 9 yet!
-takes martin out for a walk-


ranaway8:01 PM

Tuesday, March 22, 2005
harry the fairy she-bean


happy early birthday kimmy!oh look,its in your fave colour too.

bahh.ok dunno why i did that.but anyway happy bday kims.u turn 14 and donovan will like ya more cos you'll be a sexay older woman(?!)
after you is net,after net is...me,wahey!ok sorry im just..high.if lorraine can get high on coke, then i can get high on kinder bueno right?i think.or maybe its just cos of the *lalala*

~whee~~

science's lyk,sexual reproduction now.but somehow i find it boring.be much funner if mr ho was teaching,oh yeah lyk we were saying he and wanshee can give practical demonstration for us.

-OHH WANSHEE U DID NOT SEE THAT-

nyahaha harry the happy sperm living in his mushroom house and doing housework all day longgg.

omg going nuts larh.blame the cute thing.and the chocolate.


ranaway4:29 PM

Monday, March 21, 2005
you are the phish of my life.


argh.i dont think i'm really mentally prepared to go back to school yet.forgot to set my alarm and woke up late.all the nasty rumours flying about.the weird stuff people make up cos they're bitter.oh wells.

but one nice moment can change it all.
-goes off grinning happily-

blah lorraine.you cont' the story.i'm still going over *cough* and trying to reach a conclusion...which is impossible.


ranaway3:08 PM

Sunday, March 20, 2005
i lay my life down at your feet,you're the only one i need.


trying to write the compo now but its seriously difficult.so came here to phish and let off steam.

lalalalalalfafafafafa boosss sorry all the retarded energy was all pent up inside me.dont believe we are gg back to school tmr.i dont wanna go back to school.but at the same time i cant wait.
on the good side,ya get to see ur friends for like 6 straight hours and have lots of fun crapping about.
but on the bad side there's like teachers and homework and spotchecks.and GUIDES.puke.
and then of course there's * but im not even sure if that's a good or bad thing anymore.and oh damn i just realised that i havent shown my parents my progress report yet o_O my life is phished up lah,serious.and what is it with me and the word 'phish'?i dunno,it just sorta grows on ya.and for some reason that made me start thinking of the grow song and the darn GIRAFFE! *&^^*^^& i cant escape!!
sigh ok elise shut up.

SYNERGIZ WAS SOO FREAKING FUN.its like,edge times 5.the energy is just high high high,jumping around until ur legs are sore.saw genevieve there.also saw the LOOKEY LIKEY .was just weird lah.lyk i said, i cant escape.the lookalike seems to be turning up everywhere.first bugis,then synergiz.next thing ya know she'll be coming for edge or something.geez.

shall cont the story now from where raine stopped.we wanna get it published someday...
ok lets see.

after the concert,we all decided to go to orchard road or something,and wanted to invite the rest of the clique.so first of all we went over to von's house.
ostrich and chipmunk(totally high,duh)saw her cute cute turtle and went mad over it and started dunking their head in the tank and making baby noises at it.
okkk after getting bitten by the turtle like about 100 times,we finally moved on to wanshee's house.and cos im lazy to write 4 other different stories after this,the rest of the gang was there!unfortunately the 2 of them found more coke there,drank it and started rapping like jay zhou(or is it chou?whatever.)causing wanshee to go mad over them.suddenly.
and as she was swooning over them,daniel popped outta nowhere in his 'gay outfit'.(rmb the SHORT shorts?)
daniel:oh wanshi me darling!i thought u loved me,and me only?
ws:-mesmerized by ostrich and chipmink-huh?
daniel:why does everyone reject me?and i thought we had a future together..-falls dramatically into barney's arms-
the both of them are booed off the stage.
suddenly sad daniel appears and the spotlight focuses on him.
daniel:life is a bitch,society's a whore,yet why do we pretend to be something we're not?anguish and despair.
barney:omg..that was so..deep.I LOVE YOU!!!-throws himself at sad daniel-
gay daniel:hey wait!!SUGARPUFF!!!-chases after him-
audience:dont tell me we payed 8 bucks just to watch THIS?!
ok sorry the story is getting back on track now.*cough*
anyways the clique set off fer orchard..and the 2 high ones were singing hi 5 songs all de way.for some weird reason.oh sheesh,blame my parents,not me.they brought me up!
ANYWAY...what happens when they reach their destination??
audience:-on the edge of their seats-

we'll find out next time!i have a lotta work now lah.shall let raine cont'.sorry if anyone was bored or freaked or offended by this story.bye!


ranaway2:46 PM

Friday, March 18, 2005
instead of crawling in the dark,look for..the carrots?


ok.was just counselled by daniel.he was like talking bout my msn nick lah and told me some stuff about turning on the 'light switch'.and i told him that my problem was that i couldnt FIND the light switch.and he told me to 'eat carrots to improve my nightvision'.like..ok.weird metaphors but i get it lah.mm hmm.

haha raine i wanna complain bout ur story.(ps did ya notice that raine and plain rhymes?sorry.)

first of all,i would never say something as corny as 'shake that thang'.i wouldnt be high on caffeine like all u other people.i would be quietly sitting in the cirner and having an intellectual conversation with bella.yup.that's me.*COUGH*
and how come chipmunk got the louder applause?hmph.anyone can see that ostrich is so much the cuter =)
and i wanna cont' the story.-ahem-

**WARNING:dont read if ya allergic to weirdness,thankyoo!**
ok after chipmunk ostrich me and raine left the pub,which btw was HA--Y's,i had to leave cos i didnt wanna be in the story anymore.lol.so lorraine was left alone with 2 crazy and high toots.ok ok i feel sorry for her so i shall come back.*audience cheers* bhb lah.anyway,pastor jeremy suddenly entered the scene playing his guitar.
-all the girls faint-
(except for me and raine,cos we're faithful.)
pastor jeremy:*in redneck voice*heyy watchall doing hur when thar's the planetshakers thing going on?
and we were suddenly reminded that there was the planetshakers tonight.and we rushed over there,and they had already started playing.
and since ostrich and chipmunk had already drank about 20 cans of coke on the way there,they were totally hyper and started swinging their shirts around and shouting out the song lyrics all wrongly.
then suddenly *horror music starts playing* the "CHIOBU" appears!
she's wearing purple mascara and metallic grey eyeshadow.her hair is as usual.she's wearing a pink halter and a green miniskirt with apples on it.all her fats are bulging out,it is SO disturbing.*parents cover their children's eyes*
and as she walks thru the crowd she shakes her butt and asks guys if they want her number in her -cough- seductive voice.(guys:look at her weirdly and shuffle away)
then she shakes her butt all the way over to where chipmunk and ostrich are standing (cos they're sober again.)
chipmunk:wah seh my boxers DAMN NICE SIA.*looks around*anyone wanna see?huh?huh?
ostrich:*moves away from him*
"CHIOBU":heyyyy cuties *twirls hair and gives demure smile* wanna dance?
chipmunk:errr no thanks.
ostrich:*stares at her with mouth open*
"CHIOBU":*sticks her you-know-what's out*pwwease gor?ii iish juxx a simpple gerr lookiing ferr trru lorve worhhx =( *pulls at chipmunk's shirtsleeve*

and chipmunk says..er...hmm.MINDBLOCK!i'll let raine cont' this lah.if ya want to.

hurh hurh.planetshakers TONIGHT!


ranaway1:28 PM

Wednesday, March 16, 2005
hachoo fu bless you ^.^


im so disappointed.didnt get to watch spongebob today.first me and raine went to bugis,which wasnt showing at all.then we went to tampines,which was showing but at 3.and we couldnt stay till tt time.but we took neos anyway.ahah.a HA h.-cough-

was treated to the 'sian' look so many times.
raine says its cos * aint a morning person,but what does that have to do with it??
hmph.oh well.at least she likes the belated bday pressie.jack.
oh wait its not jack,its...
should i say it here?=x.hurh.

fafafaaaa have not done any holiday h/w yet.nope not even the stupid history article thing.sigh.the worse is the stupid english compo."the house".what kinda shit title is that?teachers are seriously unreasonable lah.phish.huh.dots.

gg kim's hse tmr...i think.i kinda forgot how to get there.ehhhh..


ranaway4:39 PM

Tuesday, March 15, 2005
missed me?! X)


wheee im BACK.and im HIGH!!!wahahas.talked to raine and net.surprised to find tt ppl actually go on msn at this time.HMMM.

ha.
ha.
HA!

ok sorry im just high lah.

gg to watch spongebob tmr!WOOHOO PATRICK,MAN!!!
lalala.OK better stop this gets any worse.

BYEE!


ranaway11:55 PM

Friday, March 11, 2005
34 ums.a new record.


ok fine i get it you wanna be straight.

what can i do but BLOODY accept it.

geez,why cant life be like those fairytales where everybody turns out happy?

just hope it's ok in the end.


ranaway6:16 PM

Thursday, March 10, 2005
bye to the republic of stalkers?


kay.call me slow,but i just realised that we're getting back our progress reports tomorrow.which spells S-H-I-T for me cos i failed maths spectacularly.omg no more phone,no more computer,no more going out,no more nothing.if my parents are in a sadistic mood.who knows,they might even ban me from the planetshakers concert.-buries head in hands-

am feeling so crap now.

great,the darn thing is on everyone's lips and all they're doing is confirming it.it sucks to hear the same depressing thing over and over again..please tell me that it's all lies.that everything i've done and gone through for the past 8 months isnt really just meaningless in the end.beacuse that's what it seems like to me.meaningless.elise you stupid girl you just go around asking for it,so what did you expect?a miracle?dream on.

all the shit i've gone through,it doesnt even matter in the end.


ranaway6:59 PM

Wednesday, March 09, 2005
no one cries during role call.


how is it that a perfectly good day can turn into a total bitchin' nightmare?maths first period i was totally high.smilin to myself all the way.genevieve asked me if i was going nuts.yeah in fact,everything was just fine until bloody GG started,and ferena totally took me by surprise by her question.

is it true that the 'whole world knows'?
if it is,then fuck.i never wanted for it to be this way.but oh look,i've already been stereotyped as just another infatuated freak.and ferena just had to keep on talking about it all the way,telling me this and that,all kinds of depressing stuff.in the first place,how is this getting spread around?why would she even bother telling anyone?
ferena just had to rub it in my face right,that i dont stand a chance at all.
well i knew that from the start,so just leave me alone.

and now meryl's been telling me even more depressing stuff.i dont even know whether to believe all this but..if it's true what else can i do but accept it?

shit.why cant i ever just like someone without everything falling apart again?


ranaway7:45 PM

Tuesday, March 08, 2005
the stalker's pledge.


We,the republic of stalkers,
pledge ourselves as some united psychos.
Regardless of stalkee,hair style or boxers,
to build an infamous reputation for ourselves,
based on Justea and Famous Amos,
So as to achieve freakiness,blank, and blank for ourselves.

pastor jeremy:can i hear an amen?


ranaway7:16 PM

Monday, March 07, 2005
this post is longer than you think.


i think my bunnysutra watch has been over abuse bud.lynette whacking it the whole time.and yeah, i just realised that if mrs ho or another teacher sees my watch,i am so dead.i will be known as the girl with the pervy watch.mmm.

after school today went to parkway with net raine mc and fiona.were debating over whether or not we wanted to ask nicholas to come.for entertainment.oh yeah,saw skimpy barnacles again.i just got on the bus and we like standing at u know,the standing place.
and i was facing him directly cos he was sitting on the bench right outside the door!and me and raine went hysterical..he was staring till the bus left..lol.

ok.that's abt it.

you know what?i bet that she got on the next bus that came along.and i know that she asked her friend to see if i was gone before leaving.because i am a freak to her.i wish i could just clarify everything,but she wont even give me the chance.great.she hates me.


ranaway5:41 PM

Sunday, March 06, 2005
WOOOHOOOOOO!!!


haha.ha.guess what.guess what is on my wrist right now?



BUNNYSUTRA!!!!!my beloved bunnysutra swatch watch!


that i wanted since like,last year?omg,dont believe i actually have it,finally.it was one of those spur of the moment splurges.$106.and i paid every single cent of it myself.but its worth it lah.i feel like licking it =)

ok,ok,just ignore what i just said.


haha.love it.


ranaway1:08 PM

Friday, March 04, 2005
"im japanese-dutch-chinese heritage you see."


ARGH damn bitch.im so sick of you wanting the spotlight on you,acting cute all the time.cos you're not.erm noo lynette im not talking about you,alright?neither am i talking about the blog title person.ah,just forget it.shooting my mouth off again.

stupid doodleboard.why the hell should i pay just to put a stupid tagboard on my blog?i hope that your stupid petty little company goes out of business and all of ya will one day be livin in cardboard boxes and eating out of cat food tins and regretting the day you started charging people for using doodle-board.HA.

anyway changed to cbox lah.sucks.

i wanna write about school.but im lazy!so sue me.


ranaway6:54 PM

Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Road to nowhere, twist and turns but will this never end.


always get depressed around this time of the week.cos mondays and tuesdays im free to slack around after school and all.but on wednesdays,there's guides!(imagine me saying that with fake happiness.)tomorrow's schedule looks damn stupid.what testwork??no one told me there's TESTWORK?!wanshee,where are ya?
and on thursdays,i have tuition.and on friday...-gee-more tuition!yuck yuck yuck.wont even be able to look forward to edge this sat..-sniff-

evonne and wanshi were awesome at long jump today..too bad they didnt make it =( but u still rock!heh heh.
really hope that the bitch didnt get into the top 3.i shall kill myself if she does.


ranaway6:58 PM

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