woops!finally went to the edge ysterday.too bad fion dear didnt come =( awww.
but it was really really damn cool.at first i felt so extra when evryone else was like jumping arnd and i wanted to but then its like im not even a christian lorh.but the service(is tt what its called?) was really...sad.and i felt like it was meant for me.cos the guy was like talking abt how there may be something in ur life tt u think is wrong..and u know tt something has to change inside u but u dont want to change.or even want to want to change.or want to want to want to change.(?!)yarh but anyway i just felt all weird and started crying(ha,so now raine and net,u cant say that u havent seen me cry before.)
i wanna go there every sat but then my mother says i cant..argh.