oh man.i am just so pissed with myself.i already told myself tt i shouldnt care,and i really thought tt i didnt care,but guess what,I CARE.i know i shouldnt care cos she doesnt care,and i cant care to care abt that,and i really dont care,except that i care!

o_o ok,did anybody understand that?anybody at all?ferget it =p

after school today went to videoworld with ws jules raine kim and fiona.u noe those machines where u haf to twist the knob then the toy comes out?yup.everyone except me and julia suddenly became ABSOLOUTELY OBESESSED wif it.thy were like a bunch of little kids.lorraine and her chipmunks and ws and her tofu.lol.i think tt altogether they blew abt 15 bucks on those stoopid lil things.regretting yet guys?: )

anyway,went to de library after that.me and lorraine were like laughing like mad over all sorts of lame stuffs.as usual.i was going nuts over the EXCUUUUSE ME thing.cos i was imagining going up to her and saying tt while waving a tissue packet in her face.ok.fine.so i have weird fantasies.i spent the whole of today dreaming up another one.but it has a tragic-cal ending instead of a happy one this time.decided to be realistic for once.

sheesh.still havent seen titus nikki alfonso foo.