Friday, October 29, 2004
last day of school???no..


oh shit.is today the last day of school??it is right?????OH SHIT!!!!how can i not see her for 2 whole months???????no..no...no...this is nt happening....


ranaway6:37 AM

Thursday, October 28, 2004
im ashamed of myself!!


IM ASHAMED OF MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I ATE a TUNA PUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!which is supossed to be a big no-no.fish are FRIENDS,not food!i mean,d'you NOE how many fish were killed to make the filling???argh.i hate myself.but i just couldnt resist!!heah heah.oh yar sumthin freaky happened when i was at the bus stop.cos i was standing at the big ad thing there..rite..and suddenly the bus came and guess hu walked past me??s-----.and i was so freaked out cos i had no idea she was THERE.and i realised sumthin.SHE PIERCED HER EARS.seriously leh!sheesh.since when got butches pierce their ears one??dots.oh well.she looks veri feminine now.heh heh.

and tt stupid idiot was playing netball..oooh...*goes jelly-like*

dun ask me why she's a stupid idiot ok??its a long story.anyway now im..installing KAZAA!!cos i just realised tt this is practically my own computer now(altho its nt in my room and my sibs still use it,but not for the internet)AND I CAN DO ANYTHING I WANT MUHAHAHAHA!!!so now i can finally install kazaa.*beams*quite worried tt i'll get caught tho...ah nvm..if they catch me i'll just tell them tt kimmy and ws also using..then we can go to jail together..lol.(ws and kimmy:woi!!)hmm yah yah..its taking a long time..as well as making my computer exTREMEly laggay..LAGGGAAAAAAAAAY.laGAY.ok FORGET IT i dun even noe wat im doing.ciao!


ranaway4:38 PM


hello hello first proper post


julia just came in and went :ellllllllllllllc....
sheesh!since when are we nt supposed to use the com??tts what its there for rite....
ar ok.we were just trying to get into vampirefreaks to show them ELLIOT.bt cannot.so nvm.


ranaway6:43 AM

Wednesday, October 27, 2004
my thingy hurts.


heylo.been a long time since i did a proper post so WHY RUIN A GOOD THING??


ranaway3:49 PM

Tuesday, October 26, 2004
fuck her.


for you i'd run a thousand miles,

or take a dive right off the cliff

of insanity

for you i'd ink your name right on my heart

if you promised never to leave me.

i'd sleep in a bed of hot burning coals

or run to the ends of the world and back.

find a single diamond

at the bottom of the deepest ocean

just to get into your nightly reverie.

if you wanted me to

i would shout your name from the highest mountain and

spell it out with the brightest stars

i'd

whisper it to cupid himself

just to feel you in my arms.

for you,my dear

i'd sell my soul.

but you still don't

see me.


and all this is because
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.


ranaway3:39 PM


fuck her.


for you i'd run a thousand miles,

or take a dive right off the cliff

of insanity

for you i'd ink your name right on my heart

if you promised never to leave me.

i'd sleep in a bed of hot burning coals

or run to the ends of the world and back.

find a single diamond

at the bottom of the deepest ocean

just to get into your nightly reverie.

if you wanted me to

i would shout your name from the highest mountain and

spell it out with the brightest stars

i'd

whisper it to cupid himself

just to feel you in my arms.

for you,my dear

i'd sell my soul

but you still don't

see me.


and all this is because
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.


ranaway3:39 PM

Monday, October 25, 2004
whee hee


lorraine:haha!so many ppl agree with me tt elliot and colin are totally COOT together!!!hahaha.ok i got quite a lot to type but im lazy so WHUTEVER.


ranaway6:30 PM


blah blah blah


hi.i haf no idea why im updating.and wanshee just came in.hi!!blah.ok let me tell u an interesting fact.the average person swallows 8 spiders in their lifetime,usually when they're asleep,without realising it.omijod.after i heard tt i was like so paranoid liao.ok kimmy came also.and she told us abt how she was like almost crying cos she couldnt find her odt but she found it on her table.and she was also almost crying cos JULIA rite,nvr come...stupid lazy butt!!ur not even sick ok!!im the one hu's sick and actually my mother said tt i shud stay at home but i noe tt if i stay at home SOMEONE is gonna get really pissed...*glares at wanshee*so yup.typing this with a runny nose.and feeling clammy...yucks.I HATE BEING SICK!!


ranaway6:49 AM

Sunday, October 24, 2004
F.I.R rawks...


argh.im still sick.in fact my whole family is sick.and its all my brother's fault cos he was the one hu got it first and then passed it to the rest of us...sadist!!

guess what guess what!i wanna buy F.I.R's album..F.I.R rawks!!yay!cos my father had this chinese mp3 and i just started listening for sum reason..and all the F.I.R songs are so nicenicenice!lalala.and i hate this com.it doesnt support chinese characters and all tt crap.and summore it wont let me download.keeps on telling me abt freaking windows update.ARGH!!!

ah ok nvm.wish me luck for later.my piano teacher's testing me on scales.I AM SO DEAD!!
oh man.this sucks.i hate the place of this computer!!there's like 3 ppl in the room and their all staring away at the screen which is just so #!^*&%# irritating.GET LOST!!SHOO!!ok i hope they saw tt.argh.
shucks.i am now officially ignoring my father for doing this to me.


ranaway11:56 AM

Saturday, October 23, 2004
fucking shit.


why does my life so much?
i have a sore throat and a headache and the damn computer CRASHED.the upstairs one.and along with the hard drive all my pics and files and other shit is gone.and now im using the downstairs com which SUCKS.its like pentium 2 and freaking windows'98.and its im my stupid SISTER'S room.and she keeps on looking at the screen out of the corner of her eye so tt she can catch me if i go to some porn site or sumthin.(which i dont.)anyway its freaking irritating and i cant stand it and i cant this com and my burning forehead and being a freak to Her and all the other crap tt forms my LIFE.argh.whatever.


ranaway2:26 PM

Thursday, October 21, 2004
in e libraree..with wanshee...


heyhey!just came back from science centre.so lame and fun at the same time.yup.so anyway now im in the library with ws..waiting for girl guides to start at 2..hmmhmmhmm.i only saw her once today!!so crap.but she was cuuute as always.haha.

tmr going to changi airport for e maths trail thingy.how fun.raine is going to show me the place where ------ sat.and im going to see the famous amos where she bought ------- cookies.where she INSISTED on buying ------- cookies.argh.its like some kinda weirdo sughtseeing tour.sheesh.oh yar guess what??i saw this totally cute thing at the science centre.FISH IN SPACE!!!omg.tt's so cute.i want it.as well as the wallet.and the bag!!argh.too many things too little money.sucks man.


ranaway1:30 PM


oh shit.im so SCARED!!


ohmygod.ohmygodohmygodohmygod.THIS IS SO SCARY.i am like the first person in the entire school.shit.i dun even noe why i came dis early.its like..just went to the bus stop early.argh.shall nvr ever come at this time again.ok anyway,listen to this poem by me and michelle!!
*clears throat*

(verses in purple by me,verses in pink by mc)
Under the sea
Where the silence is blue
There lived a happy fish
And he said:Shooby-Dooby-Doo!

He had a cousin
Who all i'm sure knew
His very good friend
Scooby-Dooby-Doo!

One day the fishy
Wanted to see the world
But he swam to the surface too fast
And it made him hurl.

He flopped on the ground
Going to die
But before he did
He had some pie!

But the pie was actually
A potion is disguise
And he turned into a GUY
Right in front of julia's eyes.


nice right??haha.but anyway its not done yt.ciao!


ranaway6:18 AM

Monday, October 18, 2004
ice skiating!skee ah ting.


hmm lets see.*counts*went out for 8 hrs today.haha.that must be like a new record in shitworld or something.[O.O]

ok..had to wake up suuper early..and went with soph to kembangan mrt..where we met sophia..then went to jurong east..and waited 1 hour for jazreel and jing ting..then went to fuji ice palace.all of us forgot how to skate!!sheesh.and there was this REALLY REALLY cute guy at the rink.i almost ran into ppl cos i was too busy staring at him.but he was sooo cute...*drools*


*slaps face*yup.snap outta it girl!!ahem.and then after ice skating went to bugis...OMG!!!I TOOK THE ONE WITH THE COUCH!!!at long last...*eyes fill with tears*eh really damn nice leh.no designing time limit.and the couch is just SO BLOODY COOL.i cant stand it.i haf to go take again.HAHA!ok.just had to let tt out.then went back to sophie's hse..talked abt last yr..and laughed my bloody face off.cos we were talking abt this time when we called 2 guys to tell them tt we liked them lah.and after we called them we lost our guts and hung up.and started this really really embarrasing convo abt tt guy.and later on msn he said tt he heard EVERYTHING ok!!and it was like soph confessing her feelings for him.aha.and the guy tt i liked rite...damn slow...it took him foreva and ever to guess tt it was me..by tt time me and soph were like so damn bored so we were hanging up already when he shouted into the phone:ELISE!!!its elise rite!!!?
slow i tell ya.btw tt was the guy i shared the so-called corny moment with ahahaha.lame.
BACK 2 SCHOOL TMR!!!EVEN WEEK TUES!!!!OMG!!!I LURVEEEEE EVEN WEEK TUESDAYS!!!!ahh!cant wait.seriously.











ranaway6:43 PM

Sunday, October 17, 2004
'accidentally on purpose'rawks!*heh heh!*


eylo.tmr going ice skating with soph.at fuji iccce palace.yup.kay nothin else to say lah im so speechless.(??!)


ranaway8:06 PM

Saturday, October 16, 2004
gooooooooood morning to all!


woo!woke up in a super good mood today cos i had this really retarded but entertaining dream.ppl from 6/2 and 1e3 were like having a race around tkgs and lotsa weird stuff happened.at one point evryone put on ice skates and tries to ice skate on the pool.(dont ask me where the pool came from.)it was just reeeeeally really nice lah.

*coughs*yesterday was fun.in a bun!in e afternoon watched loser and ate caramel cone explosion(yum).and you know what?I LOVE JASON BIGGS!!!!*drools*bt of course ------ still cuter.heh.and then later went to parkway with nicole.finally bought my PIGTURES BOOK!!YAY!haha.and did u noe tt mini toons sells "lucky algae"??its like 40 bucks for this little green ball of fuzz.i get this feeling that they actually just scraped it off someone's foot or something,but hey,that's just me.if u want a green ball of fuzz,go buy a green ball of fuzz!!hey!im babbling.(ah...)and then went to mos burger.and the cashier was like so totally nerdy.when the cash register popped out right,he was like*ER!*and totally jumped backwards like it was alive or something.vair hilarious.almost died laughing.and saw this guy with a n abnormally big butt.lol!ahem.yesh.

and then went to her hse and watched the results show.JERRY!!THANK GOD HE"S FINALLY OUT!!!*YESSS!!*and then around 10.30 got bored and went to 7-11 to get slurpies.sluuuurp.and we used the payphone to prank call this guy called malcolm.LOL.and on the way back we were like freaking out cos the road was so dark..and empty...and both of us are like total scaredy cats so...we were screaming all de way.

so yup...ysterday was FUN!chachacha.*hugs nicole*

er?kay.buai!


ranaway10:01 AM

Friday, October 15, 2004
blah blah blah.


WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH LOVE FOR VENUS 3??!!there's like too many lurf triangles liao.*head spins*cant those stupid boheads see tt fukami is meant for eichi??ARGH.*strangles suzuna*man does she piss me off.


ranaway10:12 AM

Thursday, October 14, 2004
conversations with a dolphin


My Conversations With A Dolphin

calcium:hey.

me:whats up.

calcium:so..what r u doing?besides talking to a stuffed dolphin and blogging psychotically early in the morning?

me:erm..listening to greenday.and laughing away.

calcium:is it that funny...

me:YAR!!!the lyrics are sooo cute.see:
'when masturbation's lost its fun
you're fucking breaking.'

oh my god i love them.haha.

calcium:O_O

me:WHAT?!

calcium:nothing.just that u haf like THE DIRTIEST MIND IN EXISTENCE.*mutters*dun believe that i sleep in the same bed as you...

me:hey tt's an honour ok!!

calcium:whatEVER.

me:stupid retarded pink dolphin.

calcium:excuse-

me:ANYWAY,lemme tell u what i did ysterday.besides hating tt person.uh huh.i went to suntec-

calcium:yar,and she didnt buy me anything.

me:whatever.and i realised that tower records SHRUNK.my mother says its like going kaput or something.how the hell am i supposed to work there when i grow up if it closes???NO!!!i wanna wear tt cool shirt man!!the one tt says:no music,no life....*sobs*

calcium:*passes me a tissue*ah..yar..continue continue...

me:um.yup.guess i'll just haf to work at hmv instead.ok,anyway i bought 3 cds and nw im fucking broke!great huh?

calcium:yeah..great..dot.

me:yup.and today im gonna cut my hair.mushroom-ness,here i come.

calcium:y dont u just tell him not to cut it so short??

me:i DO,but i swear he enjoys making me look like an asshole.just ignores me.

calcium:y dont u just shave ur whole head?being hairless rawks.

me:????!!!erm.dot.ok..

calcium:so what r u doing tmr?

me:supposed to go bugis, but SOMEONE right,cant make up her mind abt whether she wants to go or not.(stupid boho girl!)

calcium:oh,well me.im just gonna lie on ur bed until u come inside and start throwing me in the air for no reason.i wish u wouldnt do that.makes me feel like puking out all my stuffing...

me:ew.gross.

calcium:can we go watch tv nooooow....

me:fine.bye!



ranaway10:14 AM

Wednesday, October 13, 2004
freaking pissed.


i hate you.i hate you more than i ever thought i could hate someone.probably more than its healthy to hate someone.why do i suddenly have the urge to run far..far..away?hmm.


ranaway4:44 PM


EXAMS ARE OVER!!!


yo!heh.at kmmmy's hse now wif wanshee nette kimmy(duh rite) and sum person.forgot her name liao.

yay!!!exams finished u noe!!today was like last one..chinese...it sucked..woo!shall start the quotes thing again :p

hit once(kimmy)
huh huh me?(nette)
mei you..(kim)
orh!nxt time die already!(ws)
kimmy got no red!!(nette)
haha!lynette got no yellow!(kim)
*lol*(evryone)
nanana...this is like a detective game...use the clues to find out what game they're playing...
fat!(evonne)
dot?dun ask me what they're talking abt hor.
guess what??when i was coming out of school just nw rite,i passed by ------!!!!she was like at the sit up area and studying by herself.and ----- and co. were like sitting at the nxt bench.waddehell??dun tell me tt ----- is gettin bored of ------ and is now going for ------???NOOOOOOO!!!!she was like acting chio and stuff.god.haha!!!!------ was like sooo cute!!!blah.its like i walked past her and she glanced at me!aiyoh.dunno leh.i dun even noe if i exist in her world lah....sigh.o.m.g.she was like..alone.ya know.i lurve the loner type!!!!!ok..u dun haf to get it but tt's the truth aniwae.(u noe something?i just realised tt im blabbing.awayyyyyy!)
I WALKED PAST HER!!AND HER CHEEKS ARE SO NICE!!!*drools*
5 more days until even week tues...


ranaway12:03 PM

Tuesday, October 12, 2004
2nd entry of the day!


lalala...ok..so if u cud see my title u wud noe that this is the 2nd entry of the day!yesh.ah..shall cont from just now..no.actually im lazy.so shall do it in point form instead.aha.*me and my brilliant ideas*
1.halfway thru playing badminton me kimmy+ws went to buy drinks at this vending machine nearby.ws and kimmy's drinks got stuck in the machine so i kicked it.and guess wad?it worked!dots.
2.injured myself.prob one of the top 10 stupidest things i ever did.owowow.WHY DID I DO IT??WHAT WAS I THINKING???
argh.ok lazy to type liao.evn tho i haf quite alot to say...woop!


ranaway4:51 PM

Monday, October 11, 2004
failed..science...


eylo.happy fishsticks and tuna.er..ok..so didnt blog ysterday..shall talk abt ysterday first then.went to eat at mos burger with my mom..and guess what...I GOT THE GREENDAY CD!!!*kisses cd and starts twirling and wif it*muhaha.my aim is to get them ALL.lalala.but u noe what?sembawang music centre sucks.i was looking for the mcfly and ani difranco cds but the stupid boheads din have them.(oh well.)


WHAT THE HELL????ok.nothing.just something i read on nicole's blog.(nic if ur reading this,what's with THAT??)wah lau.she ah.*bangs screen*AH!!!ok.calm down.

ok..now for...today today today!erm..science!*bimbotic voice*was like..SOO crappy.god.i totally failed.my mother is so totally gonna disown me.but i MUST get A1!!!!!!cos she said tt if i get A1 then she'll buy me the ani cd.which i SERIOUSLY want her to do cos the freaking cd costs $41.and its not even double cd!just cos its like import and blah.stoopid.oooh...almost forgot...raine got another interesting letter.yups.*nudges lorraine*ok i prob just caused her to freak out again.nanana.ok haf to go now.got tuition.


ranaway11:45 AM

Saturday, October 09, 2004
david??coma es dice???


DAVID???WHY DAVID????oh god!!!and jerry was standing there smilimg away like some drunken cheshire cat!ASSHOLE!!!how long is he going to hang around there?eeyerrrrrrrrrr.sniff.

---------'s blog is so depressing.when she says 'dodo' i know who she's referring to,k?yups.no matter what ppl say, looks like they're still happily in love.argh.
science on monday.and im prob like the only person not studying away right now.IM GOING TO STUDY LATER,OK???feel so guilty.*slaps self*ah nvm.


ranaway12:09 PM

Friday, October 08, 2004
maths sucks to the max!!!


ok.2 things crapped up my day today.

1)------ didnt come!!what's her prob?doesnt she know that seeing her in the morning gives me the strength to go thru the rest of the day??damn.

2)MATHS WAS A LIVING BREATHING NIGHTMARE!!!i failed.confirmed.rip me.make sure to bury me near to a fresh source of water or something huh?thanks.
ok i haf to go now.though this post is retardedly short.bleh.c ya!


ranaway12:50 PM

Thursday, October 07, 2004
comme une image.


argh.i seem to be cursed when it comes to typing in passwords. i think kimmy noes my blogger password now too.(right kimmy?ha.)anyway something totally diao happened today.cos i was like on the way to assembly with clare and lorraine,and suddenly ------ started walking in front of us.and she went to talk to the prefect at the flagraising place lah,so like,continued walking...and 5 seconds later clare told me that ------ walked right past me!like.RIGHT.next to ME.and i didnt even realise it.THANKS A LOT CLARE.(clare:i tried to tell you what..)ah whatever.

lit todayyyyyy.was so CRAP.i hate the damned silver sword part!was like so hard and i only managed to write 3 quarter page.and half of that was absoloute rubbish.woo.oh yeah and you noe the last part?unseen passage?DONT YOU JUST HATE KAREN???she's such a biatch!felt like slapping her.(er...kay!)heh.

and after tt went to caltex..wif...*takes deep breath*kimmy,ws,raine,nette,boon,mc,jules+fiona.yup.and i had SoLeRo!!!ok i dunno what im telling you tt for...sheesh.

lalala.kay nothin else to say lor.haf to go add links and stuff now.ciao.



ranaway12:34 PM

Wednesday, October 06, 2004
happy psle anniversary day!


uh bahhh.

chinese paper 1 SUCKED.
first of all i had no idea what question to use for the stupid compo and in the end i wrote like,total crap.and the ying yong wen was even worse.not only was all my spacing and stuff wrong,i talked abt something totally off subject.cos i chose the one that is supposedly abt singapore idol rite?and i had no idea what "ou xiang" meant at first.thot it meant "image".so i wrote abt joining a friggin PHOTOGRAPHY COMPETITION.sigh.there goes all my marks down the drain.I AM SOOO GONNA FAIL KAY!!

argharghargh.and i only saw her once.so crappe.

tmr is...LIT!!!i noe sum ppl like JULIA(heh heh.) like lit but i totally suck at it kay.its like...*head spins*i just suck at it kay?yeesh.ok nothin else to say lah. going to fiddle with the template now.buai!


ranaway1:55 PM

Tuesday, October 05, 2004
get tangled up in me..


ok..it's official...
I LOVE EVEN WEEK TUESDAYS!!!
omg...its like they were at the same place as us ok..(woo!) we had to run past them and stuff.and i was like, freaking out.(cos tt's what i do best!er..yup.)after tt we were like playing netball and i was GS,so i could like,see her clearly.she was playing badminton in the foyer ok!badminton!do u noe tt the way she holds the racquet is so damn freaking cute??and she's sooo good.better than...ahem.heh.and she's RIGHT-HANDED.ws was like so pissed for sum reason.cos she's like totally obsessed with leftiness or something.(ws:i agree!)ok,she did not say that...lalala.
and i think(yup.definitely.)that i was like, DELUDING or sumthing,but there was this part when i looked at her and she looked at me and we stared for like,5 seconds.ah,she must have been thinking:"stare for what?u got prob is it?"but it was so COOL ok.sheesh.i dun even noe if i exist in her world or not.*sigh*...

tmr..is...ZUOWEN DAY!!!*screams*i am so dead.thats like..the thing im worse at in my whole life.(is that even proper grammar??)oh wadever.ying..yong..wen....dammit.y must they test us in tt?its not like i am ever gonna write a letter to sumone in freaking chinese ok..(ws:chinese rock lah!)(diao...)

arsh.so gonna fail.wish me luck.i so totally need it.

[just plain childish]


ranaway4:12 PM


stupid blogger!!


uh blah.i actually typed one whole nice entry but then stupid blogger caused it to disappear.idiot.
lalala.
i wanna change my layout agaiiiin.dots.


ranaway6:59 AM


dadada


morning kimmy!bleh.

ok guess what..today=even week+tuesday=even week tuesday=3e4 and 1e3 haf pe at the same time!!!!AH!!!wad if we both haf it in the netball court..and we like haf to play in front of them..
-_-".
anyway i already forgot what we're doing for pe.the stupid netball thing lah.

dot?kimmy is acting weird.hmm.must be from missing mr han/tan too much.or donovan!!

lalala.hi ws.hi lorraine.

i love jay zhou(ws.duh.)ok i am so not gonna help u type tt anymore.

ok.one more thing to type bcos ws wants to c my layout.bish.
I HATE MY VOICE NOW!!!!cos im sick and it sounds so weird.hmm.


ranaway6:40 AM

Monday, October 04, 2004
2nd entree....


hey.2nd entry in my new blooog.went thru abt a thousand templates and im still not satisfied.tink im gonna change it everyday or something.hmm.ok nothin to say lor.heh.haf to go before my mother catches me.buai!


ranaway4:25 PM


new blog


yay!my new blog.how fun.ok shall go search for sum stupid template now.buai.


ranaway12:29 PM

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