styrofoam worshippers anonymous

where is elise freud?

2007-06-03T19:31:00.000+08:00

hohoho.im simply typing this here cos i think my Diaryland has suffered too much abuse from random postings.anyway,no one comes here anymore riiiigh'?.... (:
blah,i cant believe that im wasting all my time on the net and not studying.like seriously,i think im becoming addicted or sth.oh wait,i already am.should i ask my parents to enrol me in one of those fucking china addiction camps or sth?yeah,i think a couple of electric shocks every morning should help to clear my brain.
it's like,stop living in this stupid fairytale world of make-believe where beautiful things happen man.all those words;it's all lies and other people's lives.first and foremost is your own life-my life.why i can't just fucking get that?oh my god i just feel like withdrawing myself from school and spending the rest of my life as a hikikomori.it's not as i need human contact.i LIKE it but i dont NEED it.as you can see,im perfectly happy living my silent little loner life.or maybe i'd just break down after the first week alone.hn.
i guess im just sick with the people around me now.all their stupid petty fights and dramas,what the fuck does it have to do with me and yet im still dragged into it.why do i always find myself in the centre of things and finding myself being blamed for things i didnt do?or to be more exact,being blamed for doing things which i wasnt trying to do.
~~i lack affection in the wrong places and the people laying it on thick are the ones i dont even wanna see right now.~~what affection?oh man,school tmr.which means...
ok elise,please remember the One And Only,True Philosophy.never assume,never want,never hope.never jump into the flames and dont expect anything to move from where they are.stupid foolish emotions..man,where is my spaceship when i need it?im turning into such an Emo kid,only living vicariously through other people's lives.16 years on this Earth,and what have i accomplished?sometimes it seems i only exist to make other people laugh or smile,a temporary relief for them.and cos of that,they don't even bother to look deeper.they dont even think im capable of higher thoughts or feelings and it seems that only one person in my whole life has managed to hit on the fact that im fake.okay,not really fake but just not showing the side of me that i dont want people to know about.guh,im confused now.i think i really have a split personality and that sucks.whoop,heavy medication.haha i feel dumb typing all this emo shit out here.well if anyone reads this,erase it from your memory yeah?(:

school tomorrow,yet why do i fear?it's just a simple matter of stepping out of one skin and into another.

moved.

2006-01-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

i moved.

so click this or evil little penguins will come in the night and eat your face.

sigh.

2005-12-27T09:45:00.000+08:00

i cant believe its the last week of hols.
I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!
huh.went out with wanshee yesterday (: got lost in orchard...we went to far east shopping centre instead of far east plaza,was wondering like wth were all the shops and whatever?i didnt know there was two far east's ok!anyway,we went there to look for school bags.plus i wanted to go see all the gothic lolita and act cute stuff.SOOO...i found my bag in about 10 mins at far east,but ws spent the whole day looking for hers.dunno lah,she wanted 2 straps and blah blah blah.
didnt see ah boy,boo.
act cute+gothic stuff's really expensive.
oh yes,went to bugis too.

haa im not in the writing mood now =/

:'(

2005-12-24T14:36:00.000+08:00

HELLO.everyone please check their email now can,thank you.i sent you all sth.
sheesh.i wasnt going to do my HeyMaths,but then i noticed this:
PLEASE NOTE THAT THE MATHS CA1 IN 2006 TERM 1 WILL BE BASED ON THE HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENTS.
wah lau what the fuck lah!i didnt even know about this until about a few days ago,i dont think the school even told us anything about this right.argh.what kinda stupid fucking christmas eve is this.i just gave away all the chocs that cynthis gave me(my favourite kind T_T)and now i feel crappy.
...
RAWR IM GONNA TURN INTO A DINOSAUR IN MY SLEEP AND TRAMPLE OVER EVERYONE.thats how angry i am.

all i want for christmas is a high metabolism,thank you.
ok.guess im off to do/stare aimlessly at the HeyMaths now.
byee hope your having a better christmas than me <3

a fever you cant sweat out

2005-12-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

watched king kong today with the mother.i suddenly like going out with my mother cos,everything is sponsered by her.no need to waste money on movie tickets and lunch :D ok so im scroogy but thats what i get for not finding a job...
naomi watts is hot.its not fair.why is she so hot?!

2005-12-16T12:14:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!IMJEALOUSIMJEALOUSIMJEALOUSIMJEALOUSIMJEALOUS!!*takes off hat,flings it on the floor and stamps on it*
phew.kay.i feel much better now,everyone please ignore this entry!:)

merry-15-more-days-to-XMAS-day!

2005-12-10T14:57:00.000+08:00

went to watch perhaps love with wansheee yesterday.i think its supposed to be meaningful,but i just didnt get it.so,i shall not think about it,and so,by not thinking about it i wont get the feeling that i have wasted my money watching a show that i totally didnt understand.
:)

nova nova..whatever x)

2005-12-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

WHEE.TODAY WAS FUN.after tennis i went to go watch chicken little with my mother and gill.i was sitting next to this damn damn cute lil girl lah.when they played the nova nova neh song she started dancing like mad lah!and during the movie she kept on pulling my arm and going "whats gonna happen?whats gonna happen?"SOOO CUTE!the whole place was packed with cute kids,i felt like hugging them all <3 (and now everyone thinks im a paedophile.)yay.chicken little aint that bad what!i like the feese,its so cuteee!my fave part was when chicken little and the alien were like opening and closing the door on the spaceship..ok you wont know till you watch lah.i think its quite stupid to like that part the most,but oh well =/ -shrugs.
went to ngee ann after that to meet up with abby and donna.went to cine to watch aeon ~~flux~~ sucks.ARGH the movie seriously seriously sucks!you wanna know why?ahem.kay.
#1:it has totally no plot.i mean,it does lah,but its damn fucking stupid and makes no sense.
#2:its violent.i swear,its so bloody gross.there was this part where charlize theron was fighting with another gal,and charlize used her teeth to rip the gal's earring straight outta her ear.like.EW!i think the guy sitting next to me was damn irritated cos the 3 of us kept on screaming and squealing.esp abby lah.she's mad.she laughs at all the weird weird parts!like when the guy and the girl woke up after having sex,she started laughing.0_o SIAO.lol.
#3.its stupete and fulish.like,there was this girl with hands for feet.WTH.
charlize is damn hot..and her voice is super sexy...and her hair ROCKS..but thats the only good thing about the whole movie!!
AND SURPRISINGLY DONNA AND ABBY ACTUALLY LIKED IT OMFG.i was like u gotta be kidding lah okay.sheesh.waste my money only.
went to far east.
SAW AH BOY.RAH!

so yeaa had tons of fun :)
love them.
meh,back to hell tmr.

do they speak english in "what"?!

2005-12-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

went t cynthia's house today.watched pulp fiction.its realleh nice but kinda ermm cos its like rated R21?haha.yes,i highly recommend it.you ~~should~~ must watch it :)
i need hairspray.without it my hair looks like fugly shit.

WANSHI..LORRAINE..HARRY POTTER.
ooh yeah and chicken little's out.
NOVA NOVA NEH(hmm,what does this word remind you of?)

im kinda becoming obsessed with you again.

hoping is what's really useless.

2005-11-29T21:35:00.000+08:00

i guess those days are over.when you'd just tag crap on my board for nothing.its just bye for good now and i know you dont really care but i DO,so whatever,thats just too bad for me.

lets make this last forever.

2005-11-28T19:32:00.000+08:00

nyah hah.went out with lorraine today.THE FIRST TIME THIS HOLS!I MISSED YOU DEAR. <3.we finally went to cut our hair at i*con,what we wanted to do this whole year.(:
the lady that cut my hair was super scary.like.fierce.the whole time my hair was being cut,i was tearing and thinking,:"oh,the pain!>_<"
her method of cutting is super pain lah..plus she nearly shaved off my eyebrows.but besides that,she's kinda nice when u talk t her.
i LOOOVE my hair now :] i feel bung-ified!rahh.

i dont think ah boy works at 2oo1 anymore.
BUT WHO CARES!THE NEW GUY IS CUTER THAN HIM!

ah whatever.we really really have to watch HP soon.seriously.

2005-11-24T09:48:00.000+08:00

went blading with nic in the morning yesterday.too bad,NO ARMY GUYS (-laughs at nic.)after that,went to great world where we just wandered around aimlessly 0_o then took the shuttle from there to town.once again,we just walked around aimlessly..heh.
once again shuttled from town to suntec.the shuttle ride was damn funny man!the bus driver was like whistling silent night over and over and over again.and there were these two old ladies that got VERY excited whenever the bus doors opened or closed.it was like being on some bus ride to woodbridge or sth,wahaha X)
went to the esplanadddde (dont ask how we ended up there) its pretty cool,i really wanna go t eat at the chocolate bar one day.ahhh..-drools.
in the end we didnt even get to go to the arcade and play nic's whatever-hand-waving game lah.tsk.sadness.
the whole day was damn fun though.i got t see my toot.(:
i wonder why i always see her when im with nic?
hmm yea,its a mystery.;)

sleep deprived.

2005-11-22T10:36:00.000+08:00

thanks to that stupid show [the excorcism of emily rose],i was totally unable to get any sleep last night.

!

2005-11-15T11:06:00.000+08:00

I GOT INTO THE CLASS I WANT! :)))

eloping to penang

2005-11-12T09:12:00.000+08:00

OKAY.i just realised that the reason i cant sign in with fishsticker is cos my sister somehow messed up my acc and now my username i s Gillian Chia Shi Hui.right.
anyway!been going out e whole week and now im really really dead broke.
i got to watch all the movies i wanna watch so far :)) now just waiting for harry,HARRY potter and chicken little to come out.YAY.

yesterday went out with michelle and net.towning!haha.the tissue incident!nonsense neos!
woots i love them :]
it was fun.until TRAGEDY STRUCK.
we went t far east.then mc and net wanted to see ah boy lah,so i brought them to 2001.and then..then...
WHEN I WALKED IN,THE SHOPKEEPER GREETED ME!!
*everyone:-silence-erm.whats so bad about that?
what d'you mean whats so bad about it?the bad thing is that the shopkeeper wasnt AH BOY! T_T
ever since the day i walked into 2001 as an innocent he has always been there in his ugly green polo tee and dandy warhols shirt.its like.i depended on him to be there all the time.and he BROKE MY HEART!
-breaks down and cries
*everyone:i..think we should go now.yup.

camera and kenneth day

2005-11-08T08:04:00.000+08:00

finally FINALLY went towing yesterday.with wansheeee :)
damn stupid lah,everywhere we went they were playing jay songs.like EVERYWHERE.and in hmv his picture was on every single screen there, IT RUINED MY APPETITE.bleh.
went to suki sushi to eat.got served by this damn damn funny guy.he was like,so scared of us lah!he stood so far away from us when he took our order.and he kept mumbling.haha like jay.anyway we were laughing at him the whole way,and i think he knew -_-" but later when the bill came i really couldnt control myself already cos his name was KENNETH.yes.kenneth is now officially the name of all toots!
after that we kept on seeing more and more kenneths popping up everywhere.ahaha.
oh yaye went to FAR EAST AT LAST!!and u know what that means.
AH BOYYYYYYY!
ooohlala i saw him and he's just as cute as ever.
and i didnt go mad.
really.i think it'll be worse when i go there with raine.
hahaha cant waitttt to see him again!

gg taka with nic soon.byye.
(<3 wanshee!)

im backkk

2005-11-04T10:06:00.000+08:00

im back and very super red,its disgusting.im not going out in public.

i want my vouchers.

2005-10-26T17:33:00.000+08:00

DUMB SCARY DAY TODAY MAN.ok before i say anything else,this is for nic:stupid!i just read yr blog.what i did was not SPASTIC ok.i was trying to help.hmphh.and MY that one is still better than YOUR that one :) whatever lah nicole song.okays.now to talk about today.LORRAINE gave me sucha shock ok.she said that mrs ho called her and said she was gonna drop out of tk.but then when she got back her report card,she was promoted to s3 express!O_O DAMN!i spent a long time crying bcos of that okay!boo-also bcos i keep thinking about how julia kim and ws are leaving next year.soo sad.i look at their faces and think about how much i'll miss them.sigh.
my report card was sucky,lets not talk about that.my mother had to meet mrs ho after school.everyone abandoned me to go to parkway.luckily i had sakina to accompany me,and later found mc too.supposed to see her at 1.30.so at 1.30,i went to the foyer to wait for my mother.and waited.and w a i t e d for half an hour till my butt went numb.at 2 i suddenly saw my mother WAVING at me from far away.THEN later she told me that she had alrdy seen mrs ho.i was like super pissed lah,why did i even stay back then?!anyway mrs ho said sth about me being..airy(read:bimbotic)and blah.she said nice stuff too though.oh yea she also told my mother i was boy crazy.

ME.BOY CRAZY.

okay..that was the stupidest thing i've ever heard in a long time.im not boy crazy..i just like to laugh at them,does that mean i like them?!guys are pathetic.and if you know me,you know what i am crazy about. (:
i think mrs ho also said sth about...reading my blog?ermm i wonder how she got my add -_-"
-waves WOO!mrs ho,if yr reading this now..hi!im not boycrazy.thankyou.thanks for complimenting my nursery rhyme writing skills.
okay.kinda skeptical that she reads my blog though.=/
AND.mdm surayah wants to give me maths remedial.sian lahs..

nth to say liao.oh ya-meryl we act couple another time ok?wahaha.
i love the clique <3

i hate the army!

2005-10-25T18:00:00.000+08:00

WOO woke up damn early todd(7 am ok,7!)to go blading with nic at east coast.HA it was like damn funny cos halfway thru,like,TONS of army guys showed up.then nic started freaking cos her that one is in the army.so we were like skating through this sea of armyness and i was shouting her that one's name.uber dumb can.later on they started marching around and BLOCKING THE WHOLE PATH SO IRRITATING LAH!its like we kept on having to change skating direction every few seconds cos of them.also saw some dumb bengs.i seriously thought they were pri 6 until i saw that one of them had a tattoo that covered his whole back.so act beng lah.disgracing the whole beng and lian community.anw when we passed by they started shouting dumb stuff,like:
wannabe beng #1:eh chiobu!
wannabe beng #2:sexy sia!
wanna beng #3:I LOVE YOU!
i know,o_O right.if only ahboy was with me,they wouldnt ji seow us :)
whee:lunch at kenny rogers.walked to parkway.SAW THAT DUMB TOOT THERE OF ALL PEOPLE.(ee dont ask me why i made it purple.)
went bck to her house and watched [saw].stupid disturbing show.stupid ending.but fun to watch somehow,cos we watched it during the thunder storm and like,the lightning was flashing and the thunder was booming at all the scary parts.scaryy sia :]
back to school tmr.bleh.im going to win me some coffeebean vouchers!

j is for johnny!

2005-10-21T20:32:00.000+08:00

today was like fun lah!we had the stupid financial literacy thing.it was damnnn the funny.i won 2 mcdonalds vouchers.AND i have a new dear:
MR THENG!
oh man.its like his shirt was so see-thru,you could tell he's not wearing a bra.gah.WHAT A FLIRT!
today was a good day for seeing dears.i saw johnny dear after one year!(wow it rhymes.)he's that guy from loose canon that performed at our school.he came last year and that's when we i first fell in love.i rmb that lynette and lorraine made stupete fu's of them that day.didnt expect to see him again,sekali he came and performed at our school!HAA HE LOOKS EVEN CUTER THAN LAST TIME!!AND HE CAN ACT.dumb clare and julia went to help me get his autograph after it ended(not like i asked them to..)and he actually signed julia's bloody OBS PAMHPLET [sp?] LIKE WTH.and it says.*ahem*:
to Elise with love from Johnny xx
i would like to highlight the "with love" and the two kisses at the end.(lorraine,its kisses not hugs can.)
so cool im gonna treasure it forever and kiss it everynight can. ((:
im being lame.sorry lah.
(JOHNNY!)
ok ok shall be quiet now.ssh.yes.
captain's ball after school.pure nonsense.
den me and lorraine went to parkway after school(stupete net didnt wanna go though)to eat macs.used e stupid macs vouchers.felt damn cheapo lah!but then as net said,singaporeans ARE all cheapo.hmm.saw this mad old man having a convo with an imaginary friend.seriously!!he was sitting by himself at e table but was like talking and talking away to the air across him.and the 'convo' went on damn long lah.O_O.weird.but the MATI guy's still funnier/more dangerous.
@ parkway,saw another dear.
MR SAMUEL AND KEVIN!
dunno how many times i forced lorraine to walk past the shop.wahaha.he's so cute lah.
...HE'S SO CUTE CAN!hummshoowalawala!-grins.

i cant stop admiring his signature.help me.
he doesnt dot his i's.lalaaaa.
dear god help me!seeing cynthia tmr and i dont think i'll live to see the sunset after she finds out my maths marks.but den.i deserve it lah.siigh.
shall go admire the signature again.-nods.

nicc,wanshee,lorraine,lynette,julia,darling,evonne,mc,meryl,donna,everyone.love you loads and loads.

rock,not a marshmallow.

2005-10-20T17:31:00.000+08:00

today was..interesting.
fiona,please go for therapy.thank you.

that was easy,how i miss you.

2005-10-15T13:50:00.000+08:00

my life only gets more and more exciting.yesterday,i nearly fainted.literally.i think its cos i ate too little then over-exerted myself too much.sigh.im realll lazy to type it out here but if u want the full description just ask k.haha.

thanks nic,im ok and sorry for freaking you out :)

i really wanna go for the chinablack party!

...

2005-10-14T10:43:00.000+08:00

went blading with nic at ECP yesterday.
went parkway after that,and i saw the bag i really like.
(:

lets partehhh!

2005-10-11T16:34:00.000+08:00

WOO!exams are finally over and i can finally post my first fun post.ahem.after school went to plaza sing to watch corpse bride with darling,ws and raine.its really BEAUTIFUL.its a fucking masterpiece lah.i wanna watch it AGAIN!and again.and again.yayy.
walked to orchard after that;i want many many the things in HMV.but elise!-where does the money come from?gah.
dunno what else to say la.sheesh.my first fun post and i waste it.nvm nvm more fun posts soon to come. :)

i heart you my dears!

everyone watch out for me,i have a fetish for socks and hymens and im not afraid to use it.

sighhhh..

2005-09-24T09:37:00.000+08:00

only crazy people like me.

excuse me mr.

2005-09-18T20:06:00.000+08:00

WOO i just finished doing all the surveys.
unfortunately,im such a bloody idiot that i ended up doing all the 2/2 surveys as well.
not only that,i did the HMT and tamil surveys.
GAH O_O
oh well.school tmr.

....
things could be worse.

tonight wont make a difference.

2005-09-16T20:44:00.000+08:00

rebonded hair officially sucks.i cant cut all e nice nice styles until my hair loses its rebonded-ness,according to the hairstylist(btw meryl,it was the butch!i found her :] ) so i have to wait for 3-4 more months before i cut.
sigh.
rebonded hair is boring.

ahurhurhahawoahheehee

2005-09-14T12:46:00.000+08:00

in e library now with jules ws and darling.i think the ppl next to me are really pissed.cos they want more coms to do work with and im like going friendster and all that.
HAHA TOO BAD LOSERS!
-_-" yes i think they saw that.anyways.

...

i have nth to say lah,BYE.

i just cant deal with politics.

2005-09-13T12:26:00.000+08:00

thank god im meeting nic for lunch later.

you are my angel.

2005-09-09T19:53:00.000+08:00

YOOOOO.
last nite was damn fun.played disco monopoly with my sibs.
dont ask.
then today went to michelle's house.
it was like the first time i met e clique this hols.i've been cooped at home mugging!
anyways.was just me,net raine n fiona.
went to tm with them after that.i was the japanese tourist.
lala.

everything is alright.

2005-09-05T19:58:00.000+08:00

I <3 DONNA DEAR :]
just came back from her house a while ago.she taught me how to play pool.YES properly play and i managed to hit a few balls in.i rock lah :)
walked to east coast park.it's damn romantic at night.ermm with the right person that is.
mixed school's so much more fun according to her,I WANNA TRANSFER ALREADY LAH.if you need me i'll be over the fence.

unfailing eyes.

2005-09-04T19:34:00.000+08:00

firstly.congrats to ws julia and kim for getting into IP.i wish you all werent leaving,but yea,you are.
secondly.yesterday was damn fun. (:

cover your head with a pillow,cos it's comfortable.

2005-09-01T20:15:00.000+08:00

went out with nicc today (:
watched the perfect catch, it's really nice yup.drew barrymore's really gorgeous and jimmy fallon's so sweet.DAMN IT JIMMY'S SO CUTE LAH!-drools.
after that we wanted to go to e flea market at little india.so we took e mrt there.and you know what,the damn guide said it was a 10-minute walk from there,but we took ONE FREAKING HOUR TO FIND IT!and everyone around us was like bloody useless cos they kept giving us e wrong directions.so yea,after one hour of searching high and low we finally found it.and it sucks.seriously.
firstly.the stuff there's all dusty and looks a zillion years old.secondly.there's no clothes.at all.thirdly.at least 95% sold weird weird stuff like remotes and drills.i mean,when am i ever gonna need a drill?hey if i ever need to build a house i'll let you know.
oh man we like felt so cheated lah.
so we walked to bugis.haha.
looked for it for 1 hr,left after 5 minutes.oh well,excercise eh?

well you're a sight for sore eyes.

2005-08-31T20:28:00.000+08:00

OH MAN I ATE SO MUCH TODAY AND IM SO TIRED AND MY LEGS ARE ACHING TODAY ROCKEDDDD :)

firstly.camwhoring in tk with e clique.nonsense teachers day celebrations after that.
and then.
BACK TO NAPS!
damn good to see old friends again.guys are especially entertaining.they look and sound damn stupid,what with puberty and all.its very funny to hear then talk with their breaking voices.wahaha.

after that we wanted to go out.but lots of people had to leave,and e guys were reluctant to go along with us(ws i told you we're not bonded like yr stupid cedarians)so in e end just me,donna,abby,serene,mavis,jun rui(hmm did i spell that right?),rachel,grace and suting went out.to bugis.wasnt really close to most of them in naps but they're niceee fun people.gossiped loads.and ok this is lame but i find it amusing.it happened when we were eating at macs.
i was eating nuggets with lemon tang sauce when we started talking about flavours.and abby was like,"i hate yam.i really hate yam.and tofu."

WAHAHA.ok like.random.
walked around alot,went to donna's house for a lil while after that.love that girl.

everyone's bloody ATTACHED.im unwanted and unloved.

be my escape.

2005-08-25T19:23:00.000+08:00

damn it my brother's sucha fucking asshole.
kay.i just had to say that.
tmr's x-country.great.
im not sure if that was meant to be sarcastic or not.

I <3 FISH BON JOVI AKA AH BOY.

2005-08-20T23:26:00.000+08:00

ok..first of all.
IM GETTING FUCKING BROADBAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at last.i was getting tired of living in the stone age.

anyways.towning today.
went to 2001 and behaved nonsensically cos e 2001 guy was so cute like agagabafa :))
i think he knows la.gah.went high later cos we were wondering what his name was n came up with all kinds of nonsense stuff like Bernard,Ah Boy and Fish Bon Jovi.
HAHA.AH BOY.couughhh.

aiya,i have loads to say but after thinking of e 2001 guy my mind has gone totally blank.(the corny-ness.)er,and besides that,im too lazy to type.byye.

can we fake it?
can we make believe?
i'm so full of love it deeply sickens me.
but all I could do was close my eyes
and cross my heart, and hope to die
cause you don't fucking listen
when I'm around.

throw a punch steal a kiss.

2005-08-15T20:19:00.000+08:00

hi i just came back from flushing petrina down the toilet bowl :]

anyways today was super fun.after school.
for making me wait very the long in the library for nth yesterday,nic treated me to yong tau fu today.we went to e katong shpping centre one after school today.did i mention we went there to eat yong tau fu?its super nice :)
went to parkway for a while,then went to her house to make COOKIES.for her aunt.which was a mistake of course!cos everything we make turns out black and rock hard(rmb the brownies??) i mean c'mon its INSTANT MIX and we can mess it up.wells at least we tried.it didnt turn out too bad.all the cookies melted and became one huge slab and the middle was totally charcoal,but the sides were ok.THE SIDES WERE OKAY.WOW.its a start -_-"

the dandy warhols love almost everyone :)

2005-08-11T19:46:00.000+08:00

eh,guess what i just tagged on lorraine's blog and it showed the time of the tag as 4:44.
thank you i feel like broadcasting it to the whole world.

i love the 2001 guy i love the 2001 guy
i love the 2001 guy i love the 2001 guy
i love the 2001 guy i love the 2001 guy
i love the 2001 guy i love the 2001 guy
i love the 2001 guy i love the 2001 guy
i love the 2001 guy i love the 2001 guy
i love the 2001 guy i love the 2001 guy
i love the 2001 guy i love the 2001 guy
I LOVE THE 2001 GUY AND HE WAS WEARING THE TAKING BACK SUNDAY SHIRT!

i <3 lorraine's cam too.me her and net whored with it to our heart's content.
taking titanic shots in the toilet =x

i know you read me like a book.

2005-08-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

PON-NED CCA TODAY,OH THE FUN-NESS (:
went to parkway instead.and imagined all those poor people doing horsedrill and footshoe(ws,haha.)
me,lynette,lorraine and michelle saw edmund chen!we followed him all the way into MPH cos michelle wanted his autograph.but it took damn long cos she kept stalling.first she debated over what pen to use.then she debated over what she should ask him to sign.then she debated whether she was really gonna do it or not.(sheesh)in the end i dragged her there.
he was really nice!
he signed her spectacle case.and when i suggested he address it to 'mrs bryan' he actually listened to me.lorraine and net were being retarded,as he was signing they hopped-skipped-flew behind him and took his pic.he ended up looking like a vs guy!he's sooo nice though.he shook all our hands.and touched mc's shoulder twice(mc,dont go mad)
hurh.
wandered around,went to mpcc.drank starbucks.
the end :)

2005-07-28T07:02:00.000+08:00

blah.maybe can post in the morning everyday.
yesterday's talk was so crappy.i dont even know what subject combination i wanna take next year.im not interested in anything.sigh.
anyway,this is for all the people that are SO INTERESTED in my family *looks at the person sitting next to me*
my brother's in LOVE.
my sister told me when i came home.and then she like,showed me the messages in his inbox and they're all lovey dovey messages from this girl called hui shan.ITS LIKE DAMN GROSS LAH.they actually said that they wanna get the heart keychain which is split into 2,then my bro keep the boy side and hui shan keep the girl side,to 'prove that they really like each other'.and you know this would not be so very very bad if the girl was chio right?but the girl's a freaking nerd.really.my sis showed me the school yearbook. i dont really care what my brother does in his love life..but this is just too gross =/
im seriously crapping now i cant write when someone is watching me *looks at person sitting next to me again*
2.4 later,im so dead la.(yes lorraine the actual one)
if some people are happily unfit i think they should just let them stay that way.

booz ruined my life =/

2005-07-27T06:59:00.000+08:00

hello yes i know i havent updated for very long and my blog's dead and all.i feel like deleting it but then im too lazy to tell everyone that i deleted it and blah,so...just expect once-a-month entries.or once-a-year.dunno la.

HELLO this is lorraine and elc asked me to update her blog. okay yesterday elc drank booz and got DRUNK. she started laughing at every single thing la. -.-" and i don't know what else to say already.

OH.

elc says that people who wear Puma jackets are hotttt. oops. lol. BYEEE.

don't tell elc i said that.

happy birthday nicc ((:

2005-07-15T12:21:00.000+08:00

hey stupid toot,wonder if your reading this,but:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!

this is fun.

2005-07-12T14:22:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA.of all people.of all computers.of all accounts.
this is my lucky day (:

im ready.for motion.im ready ready ready~

2005-07-11T19:49:00.000+08:00

yay my poor blog's been neglected so long n u know why?im REFORMING!fine.so after 1 and a half years of shitty results,its kinda late,but well,better late than never.suddenly determined to do well for the sci ca tmr.FOR ONCE,JUST ONCE.went to cynthia's house yesterday and i swear it rocks.she has the biggest cd collection of anyone i know(she has guns n roses,and aerosmith O.O)and also the biggest neil gaiman collection.plus its all signed.(ok if u dunno hu that is,forget it..its just a nerd thing (: )stayed there the whole day,now my mind is crammed full of useless facts like what the carbon cycle is,and what a commensalism relationship is.
geez.

ws,i forgot that 40 passed by st pats and then at their stop,this big bunch of stuPETE guys came and sat next to me,this is how i suffer just cos of YOU.
:)

neh neh's the magic word.

2005-07-05T17:08:00.000+08:00

meryl left a while ago.ha dumb toot,ruined my reforming-day :) all cos she wanted to escape from M, so decided to come to my house.yayness.walked amos-ly round siglap centre for a while den went back to my house,went online.looking at all the TOOT friendster profiles.and when i say toot i especially mean someone who's name starts with p and ends with t.*couugh anyway meryl started her nonsense after a while n decided to sms jodine..pretending to be me?obviously i didnt want her to but she still went ahead anyways.den started talking cute somehow.geez the whole thing was just weird.-shakes head-erase.delete.cancel.(?!)meryl ur so mean towards M thats all i can say :b kay love ya.

also,watched initial d wif wanshee yesterday.e both of us were like so noisy thru out the whole film,i think the whole cinema hated us.even the parts where its like totally silent i'll be laughing away cos jay looks like such a toot.HE CANT ACT DAMN IT.his only expression: -_-
BLURRR.
haha.and fine so edison is hot.especially when he smokes,yay.and the more i look at him and shawn the more i think they make a good couple.YAH like that part when edison was like looking at shawn in that concerned n romantic way,going:"i think i better come with you." AWW like he's so concerned bout shawn's safety.oh man if he had only batted his eyelashes it's be a perfect gay moment.well thats whad i think.
SOO funny i wanna watch again :)

but only if i can somehow censor jay's face outta every shot.(im just jk wanshee.)

crop it = cropete = call pete.

2005-06-29T20:02:00.000+08:00

guides today was damn suay la.cos we had the stupete footdrill test n ying xi was lookin for sec 2 volunteers to lead the company.n since no one volunteered(how very predictable)she decided to randomly call a class.n of all random and suay classes to call,she called 2e3.so me,aieshah n phoebe had to take turns to do it.fuck la so scary when it was my turn.all the commands just flew outta my head.n i had to ask the seniors in front of everyone n they probably thought i was a idiot which is the truth aniwae n its making me feel paiseh just to think about it so I SHALL NOT THINK ABOUT IT.yes.
but the good thing is that i could stand next to ying xi.
did i ever mention that she's really nice..and chio?and nice.and chio.OH MAN SHE'S SO CHIO!n her smile is so nice.n she smiled at me.wahaha.
YAY -jumps around.
yes too bad i was like disgustingly sweaty and gross at that moment.bleah.
im cursed to have all my crushes see me in my worst moments.

BACK TO SCHOOL.

2005-06-27T19:10:00.000+08:00

felt like bashing my alarm clock to death this morning.bye to holidays,bye to freedom,bye to TOWNING SATURDAYS.nyaaaaa.but i was actually in high spirits(n i mean REALLY high spirits)most of the time.laughing like shit the whole day,especially during art.

ART HISTORY.ok nvm.if u dont get it you just dont get it.
goin mad with raine n ws.kinda forgot what we were laughing at,just remember it was really funny.eh.

went to parkway after school with mc n raine.ate at mos,had some stupid misunderstanding with some vs guys,then walked around for a while.went to sit down on the nice comfy sofa in courts when we got tired.and-yay!-they were playing mean girls!mmm.

i refuse to comment on that incident.
c you all tmr.

its all over pete tong.

2005-06-21T21:19:00.000+08:00

WOW im so high today.
and why is my tagboard so dead?=bah ok im so darnt lazy to type.
went to suntec..blah blah blah..the end!

lala.blah.

2005-06-20T18:41:00.000+08:00

why do i always try to stay one step ahead of you?
you'll always be better than me.

sigh.where did the time fly off to.
am i the only one who feels like holidays only lasted two weeks so far?!i thought there was sucha long tome left in the hols n today it just hit me that im going back to school in one week's time.

AND I DONT WANNA GO BACK.

gummy roadkill.

2005-06-14T20:47:00.000+08:00

I hate to say it but our class gathering was a flop.firstly,only like half or less than half the class came.secondly we’re supposed to be bonding,but instead we seperated into our own little groups as usual.lastly the whole damn thing was supposed to last until 6pm but at 12-sth we were already sian of the whole thing and just decided to leave-in our own little groups.
lets face it lah,our class’s just not..bonded.too late to fix it already lah =ivy..sorry we hogged ur cam the whole time!!really appreciate it.
yayyyy finally can update my friendster.
anyway,after the whole everyone-got-sian thing,e 6 of us(julia and michelle couldn’t make it)went to white sands where we met up with fiona.her hair looks particularly stunning today btw. haha.
went to the arcade where me net and wanshee bishi-bashied our hearts out.
played like idiots lah..until the point where our hands turned bright red and actually turned sweaty.just lyk evonne’s.(er..)it’s damn fun lahh.lol.
walked around amos-ly and finally went into macdonalds.
wanshee was harassed.
it was sooo funny can.ws don’t kill me,but it was really damn funny (:
after that we split up,me net ws and kim went to play at the playgroud nearby.talked 4 a while,then it began to pour and there was lightning n thunder and all.what’s worse was,we were runnin’ thru a FIELD.according to kim,it’s the most likely place to get struck O_O but the 3 of them were happy lah,considering the fact that I would be the one to get struck first.thanks a lot,guys..
ran to the mrt station where we just looked at the board n decided where to go.in e end decided to go changi airport,but halfway thru the journey there me n wanshee suddenly thought of esplanade and so we changed destination.
and ok fine,thanks to the stunning brilliance of me,we took the train all e way to marina bay,which is NOT EVEN OPEN YET.the station was all empty and haunted..we were screaming n actin dumb all the way back to cityhall cos the train was so empty and..spooky.haha.
esplanadeeeee.ws and kim left real early.me n net went to the library there for a while(it was a really weird experience,everyone there was like, a nerd and the 2 of us looked like we had just come from the beach.wait.we HAD just come from the beach.)
later we sat at the entrance next to the fountain.and after a while it started pouring.again.
me n net were seriously the only people still hanging around outside and enjoying it lah..everyone else was staring at us from underneath shelter..even more retardedly,we were eating gummy worms and using our slippers for protection.don’t ask,ok?but it was fun.got a lift back to cityhall..and went home.what a randomly fun day.we should go changi airport next time.or the expo.whee (:

dumb.after the fun-ness of today,tmr I just cant bear to stay at home and just..study.argh!but I have to.i have tons of work..sigh.suffer along with me.

I love you all.
p.s:lynette is as sweaty as nikki in a tankini changing into a bikini on waikiki with his friend evonnee while going down a chimmney and eating chilli and speaking swahili then turning into a teeny weeny fiona-nee.whew!I remembered.

at 7:23,i used the TONGs to take the cough outta the microwave :)

2005-06-13T15:48:00.000+08:00

OKFINEIGIVEUPLAH.
after surfing friendster for a while,i realised that are just zillions of act cute girls who listen to underground bands.oh mannn.what do i have to do to find just one really really super unknown yet great band?suggestions anyone.sigh.

im damn sian,think it must b a curse or sth.cos i just got my period yesterday,and guess what?class outing is tomorrow!!!n in case u havent realised this yet,bloody pads and the ocean,just do not mix.fine that was a rather disturbing mental image but whatever.siigh.now not only can not i not go into the water,i have to constantly worry bout staining as well.

stuPETEstuPETEstuPETE.

hearts on parade.

2005-06-12T01:06:00.000+08:00

HAHA.i have the new American Hi-Fi album.do you have the new American Hi-Fi album?no right.no right.but *I* do!that’s cos I got the LASTTT one at HMV.do you know how nice it feels to get the LAST one of anything?AHF rocks la.its like my fave band.ok I know I said that bout simple plan and greenday as well,but this is my fave band OF ALL.the end.yay.i suddenly feel lyk talking in act cute language.
ii l0be american hi-fi lAhXx . stacEy iish sh0 derhh kewwt . eeux betta n0rt g0 neAr hiim waiit ii aRbiSh euu arhx . kEkEkEx .
aniiwAex , t0daeX miie n miie derhh deAr-deAr raiine wentts tuu 0rchArdd . sh0 tiriing wan . miie walkks sh0 muchh . sp0iil miie derhh hell0 kittyy sh0es 0nliix . deyy iish veRii kawaii~ okAex ? wentt tuu fAr eAsT bud neBerr sEe derhh ah bEnG . sobbs . ii bots sh0rtts fr0m tannliines horHxx . sh0 niice la . kEkEkEx .
aiyah im tired lah.shall go back to normal writing.(btw I’m kidding bout the hello kitty thing ok.)
its so depressing ok…all the good underground bands are going mainstream and it really sucks.first it started with my chemical romance n today when I went to hmv,the used was also on the chart.the chart ok?and even worse there was this stupid guy talking bout the my chemical romance cd and he was lyk “I like all the songs on the cd.”and PHISH la he was obviously just saying it.damn poser la.SICKENING.blame it all on mtv,ever since they started showing I’m not ok and helena, all this stupid act cute people started listening n its just really irritating.cant they stick to like,cyndi wang or sth?its like,they didn’t even know these bands b4 they came out on mtv and now they think they’re so cool just cos they know these bands.so me and raine started running around the store trying to hide all the good band’s cds.fine I know its evil and not to mention dumb but we were just really pissed ok?so we were just like running around and using other cds to block them,and then the staff would rearrange them a few minutes later.sigh.oh well at least sugarcult and taking back sunday are still safe…along with some others..i think.sheesh.
anyway as I was saying,I got the latest cd WOO.so high.i felt like shoving it into people’s faces and going “do you like this band?”and if they went “yes” I would be like “TOO BAD I have the latest cd, loser!”then samck their butts and run away.i was that bloody high la.mm.

got home so late.like 11+.think its cos we took the wrong train..anyway raine,I saw ur amazing run from the bus window.i hope you made it back b4 she did :)
bum bum bum.3 days till class outing!

june fever :)

2005-06-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

went out with raine and ws todae.went to tm first n raine cut her hair,then we went to eat at genki sushi.tm was kinda borin after a while...so we spur-of-the-moment-ed decided to go orchard.dumb la!we're all so broke.
walked amosly and stupetely around far east.took neos.i forgot how to pose la.so shit.

i want the misfits shoes.

went tangs for a drink.raine fell in love with the guy grilling sausages?!he's toot la raine.ok,so only his hair but whatever.n we saw tht crazy guy from singapore idol.stephen lim..the eyebrow plucking guy.he's mad la,wearin a playboy shirt and bowtie fedora.and he approached us.raine thought he wanted us to suscribe to Playboy.i thought he was a pimp.(er...)aiyah lousy la stayed there for so lil time.nvm going again in just 2 days time,woohoo :)) (*reminder to lorraine:bring a marker to scribble at the graffiti cafe kaes.)

ws left at aljunied,then i went to raine's house.but also only for a super short time.
and guess what?im in love.with peanut.
HE'S SOOOO CUTE CAN?
first of all,he can meow.how many birds tht u noe can meow??and it's so realistic la.it seriously sounds like a cat.OMG he's just so cute la,bouncin up and down *COUUGH like who, i wonder*and walking upside down on the cage roof.yay.i <3 peanut.(lorraine:??!!ok..)

okay.one more thing.
WANSHEE,ZEN MICRO'S BETTER THAN IPOD MINI LAH JUST FACE IT.

bye.love ya all.

spanking sheep.

2005-05-29T16:37:00.000+08:00

i feel fed up.yet happy at the same time.
wont bother me if i dont think about it.
oh man.i wish i had someone to runnnnnnnnnnn to.aiyah whatever lah.

yesterday went for edge for the first time in dunno-how-many weeks.i cant believe i denied myself from going there..just bcos of her and her stupid pettiness which caused me so much confusion.fuck her lah.she doesnt walk.she waddles.
yay i got to see pastor jeremy again :)
PASTOR JEREMY PASTOR JEREMY PASTOR JEREMY PASTOR JEREMY!
-cough-
the whole place was swept by madagascar fever.
singing that stupid song.me and lorraine came up with a routine for it in the bus.

you like to move it,move it.
*point at other person*
she likes to move it,move it.
*point at random girl*
i like to move it,move it.
*point at yourself*
physically fit,physically fit,physically physically physically fit!
*randomly shake butt,hips,arms,whatever*

how stupete,annoying the whole bus.lala.

tonight.why do i even bother?

amazing.a post.

2005-05-25T16:11:00.000+08:00

"my first post in two weeks."
"yeah."
"she got boyfriend is it?"

that was me and wanshi.aint this amazing?a post!a post!
giving my blog some CPR.

softballers just burst into class.telling me how much they rawk?
YEAH GUYS U RAWK! :)

ok sheesh.i have to go now.this is not a proper post.byyye!

seahorses,churros,lip piercings and..you.

2005-05-15T13:05:00.000+08:00

happy bday mc!welcome to the 14-ers club.

yesterday was funnn :))
went towning with lorraine and michelle.
first to wisma-forever 21.walked around a while,thn to tangs.
i finally went to NJ.and you know wht that is.so shut up.
hahahaha.

then to far east a.k.a eye candy central.we were at 77th street when i felt someone tap my back so i turned around lah.and the guy was like 'sorry sorry' and guess wht?is friend was so HOT!in an ahbeng-ish,pierced way.yum.me and raine kept on staring at them after tht.and they were staring at us cos we were staring at them.yeah.
far east rocks lah!i love the shop tht sells all the role model and level 27 stuff.i want the misfits shoes.too bad they're $12-sth.fuck :(

anyway aft.far east went to..pacific plaza?mc had to leave aft that though.
after she left we went to heeren.graffiti cafe.didnt have anything to doodle with though,so wasted.then went to ngee ann city for dinner.

left town at about 9.lorraine and me were like scaring ourselves at newton station(dont ask how we got there kay.) cos the entire platform was so deserted except for us and we were telling stories about empty platforms,last trains,headless nuns and all that shit.im a scaredy cat lah.highly susceptible to tht kinda stuff.some more i had to take a taxi home from kembangan all by myself O_O
sheeshh.

SO FUN.i wanna do it every week.(keep dreamin'.)
wht's with all the old chang kees on orchard road and all the *** ****/***???!

we have not enough tongs to go around.jelutong :)

2005-05-10T17:16:00.000+08:00

erm.erm.ok I forgot all the things that I wanted to blog about today.nvm.shall blog ‘bout yesterday since the com was down yesterday.
weird weird incident after school.when I say weird,I mean really weird.like really,really weird and spastic.
me,raine and net were taking the bus to tampines interchange when we stopped at some ITE stop.then as people boarded the bus,lorraine thought she heard someone sit next to lynette,so I turned out to check.and when I turned around,this weird guy sitting behind net went:”hi!” and waved at me.i was like..ok,do I know him?so I just turned back around.then the guy and his friend started talking about the 3 of us loudly in chinese.the first guy was like,”what school is that?katong..tanjong katong right?” then they started talking about us individually and im telling you,what I heard was very disturbing yah o_O.then after a while they started deciding whose number they wanted to ask for.and the first guy’s friend was like,”I want you to ask for the blue bag that one.”
And I was WTF lah.
Later when they were getting off the bus they were like:bye!bye!
And we were so freaked out by them that we stayed on the bus until it almost drove off with us inside.
And it got worse ok.after net left,me and raine thought,THOUGHT it was safe.so were walking happily towards TM when suddenly..
“hallo.”
RIGHT BEHIND US OK.
And they followed us around asking what school we were from and how old we were.omg..its like damn scary lor.we started walking really fast and not answering them?finally lorraine told them we were sec 2 and they cleared off.
Haha.what the scallop.i bet that fiona would have loved to be there.
Of course they would ask for her number lah.she’s so chio.nice complexion some more.
(im background:EEHHHH…*coughing*)

ok whee today.nth much lah.stupete fire drill.me and raine were so freaked.we thought we started it cos it went on just as we walked outta the toilet.that makes no sense right?who starts a fire alarm just by walking out of a toilet?
Oh well.maybe cos of our hotness?

ELISE THAT WAS SO LAAAME.

im crazy.im crazy.woops.am i rePETEing myself?

2005-05-06T19:06:00.000+08:00

ok first of all let me apologize for my last entry which was kinda hysterical?ok fine that's an understatement.but whatever.

i love fridays.im always high after school on fridays.went to parkway with meryl,net and wanshee.first thing we saw when we walked in was meryl's *bleeep*.damn funny lah.she's so..obsessed with meryl?ok maybe i shouldnt have said that.but meryl you should be honoured anyway,to have someone like you so much.lalala.
went to eat lunch at mos burger.and that's where i went seriously high lah.its like the whole place was quiet except for my voice and my laughter getting louder and louder.got even worse when meryl told me about the stupid desperate housewives thing,just sat on the floor and laughed myself out.had to stop bcos this lady was giving me this evil glare.and when she got up to leave she looked right me and went "VERY NOISY" and pranced outta there.ok geez.how sad it must be to be so old and still suffer from PMS.c'mon man its friday..everyone's happy on friday..riiight?i do realise i am a public nuisance though.especially the stupid bus incident..ok i really dont wanna talk about it right now.
just walked around aimless(amos)ly after that.yawwwn.i think my sugar rush burned out.i feel really tired now.

oh yeah i forgot.today was supposed to be and michelle's cheena day!we tried to speak in chinese for the first half of the day then gave up when we realised how terrible we sounded.ayes.

i love butterfly prawns *COOUGH*

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP.

2005-05-05T19:33:00.000+08:00

OH.MY.WORD.

HELLLOOOOO WHERE THE FUCK IS EVERYONE.
IM LIKE SERIOUSLY IN NEED OF SOMEONE TO TALK TO
I MEAN HAVE YOU SEEN IT??!

mywordmywordmywordahahahaokeliseplease
SLAP YOURSELF
can someone please come online now i think im going..
insane.

dont phunk with my heart.

2005-05-02T19:13:00.000+08:00

alamak.it's only been like 5 days and my hair is already starting to flip up at the ends.ok fine..guess ya cant change nature huh..

anyway went to orchard with nic just now.was on the verge of commiting suicide in quiksilver..cos got sooo many nice nice things but man you should have seen the price tag.siigh.

if i was a rich girl,na na na na na na na....

whic reminds me!im going to get the cd tmr ahahaha finally.
aiyah school tmr.why do i get the feeling that there was h/w that i did not complete?sheesh.

harry nonya kueh.

2005-04-25T19:37:00.000+08:00

ok first of all.ws,what makes u think i wanna watch [initial d]?!!it depends on how much screen time that jay zhou has.

10-20 mins:can cope.
30-40:you'd hafta pay me.
50-one hour over:FORGET IT MAN.

oh wait.is he the star or sth?then nononono.jk lah.*grins*

lit was fun.practising our play.its pure nonsense..nonsense..*in patrick voice*nonsense.nonsense.nonsense.erm yeah ok.
after school went to TM with raine.ventured all the way there just to buy the fox shirt.haha.now its all MINE..and i have to survive on 3 bucks for the rest of the week.great.

after walking around for a while we got realleh tired and went to mcdonalds.but both too poor to buy anything really filling(pathetic,arent we?).so my dear raine devised this in-ter-esting plan of stealing other people's unwanted fries.(me:are u a human or a pidgeon?)so when this chung cheng guy came and sat down near us we started watching him like hawks.when he tried to open his ketchup packet the whole thing burst onto his hands.cue maniacal laughter.whole place was staring at us.

i came to a realization!LOTS and i mean LOTS of sec school guys have toot hair.patches sticking up at weird angles.coconut hair.even one elvis impersonator eh?laughing until i almost fell off the chair.really high at that point.ahahaha.

i want the billabong skirt.im broke.my birthday is coming.just how many hints do u want??

open up my eager eyes.

2005-04-22T19:12:00.000+08:00

today was an interesting day.therefore i am inspired to blog.cause and effect ya see.mm hmm.
anyway i think the interesting-ness started around art period.first of all,mdm seah has a problem with english.she calls us all 'skids'.and geography became 'goffi'.and later when marissa and fiona lost their art pieces or sth,she went totally psycho,throwing all the stuff off her desk(pencil box,sketchbook etc. etc.) and shouting at the top of her lungs in her horrible fractured english.was entertaining yet scary at the same time.i thought she was gonna take out a gun and shoot us all dead or sth.serious.the funniest was when she started banging her tumbler of water on the table.and when it didnt open,she turned it around and started banging again.this time it opened and she was splashed from head to toe...which was actually the effect she wanted?!there was like water dripping all over her face and clothes,omg..bit my lip until it bled.ahahaha.

after school nic dropped by tkgs..only saw her for a couple of minutes tho.(and btw nic,if ur reading this..ur wrong :] )

then went to michelle's house with raine.drama started when raine left her wallet in the bus.ran after it for a few metres,but it was too fast.started sitting on the pavement and crying/comforting.creating a mini scene in public.
haha ok im lazy lah yar...to make a long story short,we went to tampines interchange and got the wallet!yay.lols.
but it was very drama.alot of crying.except for me.i was cool.and calm.-nods-

yeahh sure.

one feese burger pheesh -eyes cross-

2005-04-19T19:21:00.000+08:00

ok here's my post.im using the onscreen keyboard and it takes so bloody long typing letter..by..letter..my wrist is aching..so shall keep it short.

there's just one word 2 describe myself now:disappointed.

let's leave it at that.

realise the artefact.

2005-04-12T17:04:00.000+08:00

most interesting stuff today happened in caltex today..we were JINXED,esp. wanshee,cos we were sitting near all the TONG garden stuff.cough.anyway it started when lorraine threw clare's wallet back to her..and it hit wanshee's cup noodles, causing everything to spill over,and then the soup was like flowing into our pile of bags as well.clare was like freaking out cos there was soup all over her wallet,and once again,there was soup on wanshee's pinafore.i really think ws is cursed lah!this is the third time alrdy leh.first time was cos of the rice avalanche,second time was last friday in videoworld.and now today..the same thing.and it always seems to have to be a spicy flavour.hmm.someone up there is out to get you lah,shee..
anyway,we all went to the toilet..yes,5 of us in tt cramped space.and we were like,omg can actually make MTV in here.cos they were blasting simple plan,and we were like shouting along and jumping.somemore the hand dryer right..gives ur hair this windblown effect.lols.
5 of us singing and washing stuff in the toilet..haha.we were like so paranoid that somebody was outside and wondering wth was going on in there.geez that sounds pervertic.ok sorry dont let me corrupt you.

after most of the mess was cleaned up..played dai di and crapped for a few hrs..but in the end kena chase out cos someone supposedly called to complain bout us playing cards or somethin'.helloo we're only 14,not exactly hardcore gambler material..what's ur problem lah.oh wells.im lazy to say anymore.

breeding period.(wanshee...)

2005-04-11T14:15:00.000+08:00

im so sick of being dao'ed.two whole days already.it sucks.wtf lah..whatever u wanna do,im in the dark.i'll just continue on like that,no problem...sigh.
not sure what to write.writer's block.oh yeah.wanna publicise my new, chinese blog here.ermm dont think im doing it for fun yah.its to 'expand our knowledge of chinese'(just quoted from lorraine) another one of mrs ho's weird ideas i guess :b

[[ i-LOVE-chinese.blogspot.com ]]

note the sarcasm please..

lala di lala dum :b

2005-04-09T15:38:00.000+08:00

couldnt post an entry yesterday.so yesterday's entry shall be below today's entry ok?yepp.today is stressing..as i predicted..supposed to go for fiona'a bbq,also supposed to go for stupid vs campfire,and nicc's church as well.wth 3 things going on at the same time,its not even physically possible for me to be at all 3 places??so decided not to go for all..and go out with my family instead.haha yes boring boring.
and today i realised that i have realleh interesting tuition teachers.today cynthia went crazy coz i was wearing an emily strange tee and she loves emily strange.i hate her lah.she went and bought the "Nee Chee" stuffed toy which costs 40 bucks.i want the "Sabbath"one.it comes from the same shop as filler bunny so..someone follow me after school or something please..
bah.then somehow started talking bout spongebob cos i asked her if she watched yet,and within seconds we were laughing like mad.all the goofy goober nonsense starts coming out.oh for PETE's sake im obsessed with spongbob lah kay.he's a good role model.he's so optimistic and makes everything seem so..do-able.he's naive,a dork,and face it..you love him.he rocks =)

ok now for yesterday's entry:

ok im like..high...even though i was dao'ed the whole day.blame it on spongebob and my group of insane friends.yay.
science today was so fuhreaky.ms deepa showed us this disturbing vid. on abortion..and when i say disturbing i mean disturbing.i didnt know that they had to cut the baby up into little tiny pieces like that.and u could see all the teeny lil organs, and limbs, and urgh..bah i was like tearing up..poor little fella..he wasnt even born yet and his life has alrdy ended..the scary thing about abortion is that it could have been you cut up into tiny pieces and thrown into some some hospital trashbin instead of sitting here now.scary thought eh.-sighs-
went scarily high at videoworld after school.me,wanshi,lorraine lynette and michelle.crapping about dunno whad shit lah..fiona washing nikki..fiona with afro..showercap..geez just all kinds of nonsense.laughing until i was literally rolling on the floor and banging my head on the wall.then nina and pheeba came in to join us and it got even worse..and just when i thought the highness had reached its peak..it got even even worserer!GEEZ. and now that stupid squidward humming song thing is stuck in my head.lala * lala dum..oh and net u suck btw..=b phish larh you.
eh wait..OH BLOODY HELL THE VS CAMPFIRE THING IS TMR?????????????????i thought it was next week..oh shit i dont wanna go larh.wanshee not going.nina not going.phoebe not going and neither is aieshah!oh wait harshini is going,but i tell you i am not going to the marine parade library dressed in guides u. ok.i mean its like..a public place.omg paiseh lah.stupid guides u. &^% the person who designed it.in fact, &^^&%^&%^$% the person who even started guides in the first place!evil,evil sadistic person.anyway,so HOWWW??can i just say i have food poisoning.but then they'll call my house.but wait,isnt fiona's party tmr?oh darn i have tuition tmr as well.and i obviously gor for all 3.oh fuck someone help me.oh bleh havent done my h/w yet.whadda heck am i still doing here?!barnacles.(...)i need to call someone and scream at them.geez,the stressiness.

"could any girl be more gorgeous than you?"lols.

2005-04-07T20:38:00.000+08:00

watched the spongebob squarepants movie fer the dunno-whatieth time today.s'just damn farni lah.and i think..am i the only person who actually cries at the last part?be4 spongebob starts playing the guitar and stuff?i think i am lorh.but cant help tearing cos its just so erm,inspiring in a way.lols.please tell me im not the only person in singapore who can cry at such nonsensical stuff.

geez,hist.test tmr.i alrdy flunked chinese and maths lah..surprise surprise..so its a must that i do well for this test ok!even tho i have no idea what its on.just know that it's MCQ so that's all right.if worse comes to the worse i'll just tikam tikam..

ugh wish me luck.

aiyah stupete unromantic freaks.

2005-04-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

i dont feel like going to school tmr..so whats new..
I HAVENT DONE THE SCI PRESENTATION THING YET!!!NINA IM SO SORRY AHAHAHAHA---fallopiantubefallopiantubefallopiantube.*smacks forehead*ayes.whats up with me?

bah.but i really dont feel like going.seems that i come to an even more depressing conclusion everyday.and meryl said that today the height diff between US was so ridiculous she wanted to laugh.geez.RUB IT IN LAH.siiigh.

...................................................!#$@
..........................................................???
...................................................................**<3
im so sorry.yes please leave my blog now.im going mad.

harrydity.

2005-04-05T19:27:00.000+08:00

ok fine.for the past four days or something my blog has been as dead as a noodle.but bwahaha im back.dont realleh have time to blog actually.i just rmbered myself saying tha i would blog only bout some funny stuff.OH YAH i have to blog about spongebob!!me+raine went to go and watch on sat.damn far-ni sia.geez u noe that me and her were just laughing the whole way thru?we were even laughing at the parts that werent supposed to be funny...and the whole cinema was quiet except for the both of us laughing aways like stupete fu's.its the best movie.ever.

im a goofy goober yeah...

-cough-

ok i know im supposed to blog bout the think tong wanshi thing and the t-shirt bra thing but im just lazy.shall blog when i feel more er..motivated?

just one more day..

2005-04-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

...until edge.

yay.
sports day was kinda boring...2e3 was running in practically nothing..and of all things we won the novelty race..passed the time taking pics in all kinds of weird positions.some kinda pervetic ones.=x.geez.

raine,finished reading [snakes and earrings]le.its so bloody sadistic.but why did ama have to die?!and sheesh they didnt even tell us whether shiba really raped him or what.

hahaha cant wait for edge i missed it 4 4 weeks.-nudge nudge-

hanging by a thread.

2005-03-31T17:43:00.000+08:00

thank god its friday tmr,and its just the stupid sports day,cos i really cant wait for saturday and sunday!saturday cos of edge durh.and sunday cos this supposedly super powerful is coming to my mum's church and just now cocco was like blabbing all the way about him.she said that when he put his hand and prayed for her and stuff,she started feeling..hot?..and when he finished praying he just took away his hand and she fell.just fell on the floor.power sia.and yeah,it happens to everyone who comes to him.cool.i wanna see him.

bah.end the post here cos im in the depression stage of my mood swing.i just feel like deleting this whole blog for some reason.maybe...

[[i'm sorry you had to see my fucked up side.]]

all hail meryl..source of good info.

2005-03-30T19:34:00.000+08:00

debating over many many things now.superly con.fu.sed(sorry)now...

i wanna go to edge lah,i've missed it for 4 weeks i wouldnt miss it for the world this time.

dont feel lyk blogging.

the soap opera continues..

2005-03-29T17:38:00.000+08:00

phish.i just want my wallet back.
geez.there's lyk my ez-link card,my ic anddd neoprints inside.not to mention that i love that wallet ok.oh ~~fuc~~ well nvm.i'll just leave it up to Him whether i get it back or not.maybe its just some elaborate scheme to punish me for something.blah whatever.just trust fully in Him.

today after school was fu-nnn.me and raine were on this soft toy mission or something.saw so many SHEEP,RABBITS and even one porcupine.oh and if you dont get it,you just dont get it.lols.also saw..ahem but yeah its super obvious so =x.

WE SAW THE SLEEPING GUY!!
well y'see the sleeping guy is this fella that me and lorraine saw at MPL on sunday.he was lyk snoozing with his mouth wide open and we were simply just rolling around with laughter at the sight of him.then suddenly his friends lyk woke him up and they all started staring at us.and then when we saw them again later they kept on turning 'round to look at us.
and today saw them at PARKWAY!!!
so unexpected larh.
and they definitely recognized us...lol...how fun.somehow i get the feeling that we'll see them unexpectedly again.its fate man.-cough-

ok bye.

ahh contradictions and..just weird.

2005-03-28T15:17:00.000+08:00

bah!(sorry im just addicted to that word suddenly.)my life's lyk a fucking soap opera now lah.i dont need all these dramatosciscity.(?!)
its like suddenly all these frustrating stuff starts to happen and whee im going insane.
i want my wallet.

bah.just had another weird weird encounter thanks to LYNETTE and lorraine.sheesh.and im supposed to be like..not weird around her anymore.you all are not helping.sheesh.feeling happy and fucked up at the same time.somehow i seriously feel like going to see a shrink or something and then maybe i'll start to actually make sense to myself?blah.crapping.as usual.

dysfunctionally..sane.

2005-03-26T13:46:00.000+08:00

blah.everything is becoming so dysfunctional suddenly.the clique is suddenly all going haywire or something and i dont want to be caught in the middle of anything but i think i already am.why cant everything be..all right?why do some people just HAVE to have their way all the time and bitch about everything just so everyone else has to adjust themselves to please them?sigh.im just sick of all the problems.it used to be so good :(

oh wells.wont stress over it.yet.there are other things to stres over.see all this stress is causing me to put on weight.what,its a scientific fact O_O

geez.anyway slept over at nicc's house ysterday.did any of you watch open water?well,dont kay.it sucks.its boring and the lady kept on finding every single oppurtunity to bare her boobs.was more like porno than a horror show?sheesh.me and nicc were lyk what the fug lah.then switched to hide and seek.which has like such a super stupid ending lah.

mmm yeah.that's it.not going for edge today.at least i wont have to deal with a then,that's one less thing to make me gain weight.

happy good friday :)

2005-03-25T16:53:00.000+08:00

bah.supposed to use today to do the hist thing.and guess what...i didnt.sheesh.anyway gg to nicc's house later.scary movies whee~

keep thinking about the *poof*ing thing and laughing.

*in fiona voice*:goodnesses.

vanillah(to go with yesterday's title)

2005-03-24T19:22:00.000+08:00

ok,i officially declare today...
paiseh day.
kena...paiseh-ated..so many times...
bleah.

chocolatehh -sorry i had no idea whad else to put-

2005-03-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

everybody's blog entries seem to get cheemier and cheemier by the day.and look at me here just spewing all this nonsense.makes me feel guilty in a weird way.lyk..naive.no,what's that word?oblivious.oh well,whatever.im just good at bitching and going high here.and yeah im feeling kinda stoned so maybe you should just ignore what im typing right now cos even i am not really sure what im saying.

bah.alicia keeps giving us weird looks in the canteen.when she wanted to cross me raine and net's path,she purposely strolled ever so slowly while turning to give us that condemning look.(sheesh,did i spell that right?)and after that she kept on giving us the same look again and again.i cant stand it.what gives her the right to judge us anyway?she cant even get her facts straight first.

aiyah.i have somuch to say that i have...nothing to say.i wanna sleep.but its not even 9 yet!
-takes martin out for a walk-

harry the fairy she-bean

2005-03-22T16:29:00.000+08:00

happy early birthday kimmy!oh look,its in your fave colour too.

bahh.ok dunno why i did that.but anyway happy bday kims.u turn 14 and donovan will like ya more cos you'll be a sexay older woman(?!)
after you is net,after net is...me,wahey!ok sorry im just..high.if lorraine can get high on coke, then i can get high on kinder bueno right?i think.or maybe its just cos of the *lalala*

~whee~~

science's lyk,sexual reproduction now.but somehow i find it boring.be much funner if mr ho was teaching,oh yeah lyk we were saying he and wanshee can give practical demonstration for us.

-OHH WANSHEE U DID NOT SEE THAT-

nyahaha harry the happy sperm living in his mushroom house and doing housework all day longgg.

omg going nuts larh.blame the cute thing.and the chocolate.

you are the phish of my life.

2005-03-21T15:08:00.000+08:00

argh.i dont think i'm really mentally prepared to go back to school yet.forgot to set my alarm and woke up late.all the nasty rumours flying about.the weird stuff people make up cos they're bitter.oh wells.

but one nice moment can change it all.
-goes off grinning happily-

blah lorraine.you cont' the story.i'm still going over *cough* and trying to reach a conclusion...which is impossible.

i lay my life down at your feet,you're the only one i need.

2005-03-20T14:46:00.000+08:00

trying to write the compo now but its seriously difficult.so came here to phish and let off steam.

lalalalalalfafafafafa boosss sorry all the retarded energy was all pent up inside me.dont believe we are gg back to school tmr.i dont wanna go back to school.but at the same time i cant wait.
on the good side,ya get to see ur friends for like 6 straight hours and have lots of fun crapping about.
but on the bad side there's like teachers and homework and spotchecks.and GUIDES.puke.
and then of course there's * but im not even sure if that's a good or bad thing anymore.and oh damn i just realised that i havent shown my parents my progress report yet o_O my life is phished up lah,serious.and what is it with me and the word 'phish'?i dunno,it just sorta grows on ya.and for some reason that made me start thinking of the grow song and the darn GIRAFFE! *&^^*^^& i cant escape!!
sigh ok elise shut up.

SYNERGIZ WAS SOO FREAKING FUN.its like,edge times 5.the energy is just high high high,jumping around until ur legs are sore.saw genevieve there.also saw the LOOKEY LIKEY .was just weird lah.lyk i said, i cant escape.the lookalike seems to be turning up everywhere.first bugis,then synergiz.next thing ya know she'll be coming for edge or something.geez.

shall cont the story now from where raine stopped.we wanna get it published someday...
ok lets see.

after the concert,we all decided to go to orchard road or something,and wanted to invite the rest of the clique.so first of all we went over to von's house.
ostrich and chipmunk(totally high,duh)saw her cute cute turtle and went mad over it and started dunking their head in the tank and making baby noises at it.
okkk after getting bitten by the turtle like about 100 times,we finally moved on to wanshee's house.and cos im lazy to write 4 other different stories after this,the rest of the gang was there!unfortunately the 2 of them found more coke there,drank it and started rapping like jay zhou(or is it chou?whatever.)causing wanshee to go mad over them.suddenly.
and as she was swooning over them,daniel popped outta nowhere in his 'gay outfit'.(rmb the SHORT shorts?)
daniel:oh wanshi me darling!i thought u loved me,and me only?
ws:-mesmerized by ostrich and chipmink-huh?
daniel:why does everyone reject me?and i thought we had a future together..-falls dramatically into barney's arms-
the both of them are booed off the stage.
suddenly sad daniel appears and the spotlight focuses on him.
daniel:life is a bitch,society's a whore,yet why do we pretend to be something we're not?anguish and despair.
barney:omg..that was so..deep.I LOVE YOU!!!-throws himself at sad daniel-
gay daniel:hey wait!!SUGARPUFF!!!-chases after him-
audience:dont tell me we payed 8 bucks just to watch THIS?!
ok sorry the story is getting back on track now.*cough*
anyways the clique set off fer orchard..and the 2 high ones were singing hi 5 songs all de way.for some weird reason.oh sheesh,blame my parents,not me.they brought me up!
ANYWAY...what happens when they reach their destination??
audience:-on the edge of their seats-

we'll find out next time!i have a lotta work now lah.shall let raine cont'.sorry if anyone was bored or freaked or offended by this story.bye!

instead of crawling in the dark,look for..the carrots?

2005-03-18T13:28:00.000+08:00

ok.was just counselled by daniel.he was like talking bout my msn nick lah and told me some stuff about turning on the 'light switch'.and i told him that my problem was that i couldnt FIND the light switch.and he told me to 'eat carrots to improve my nightvision'.like..ok.weird metaphors but i get it lah.mm hmm.

haha raine i wanna complain bout ur story.(ps did ya notice that raine and plain rhymes?sorry.)

first of all,i would never say something as corny as 'shake that thang'.i wouldnt be high on caffeine like all u other people.i would be quietly sitting in the cirner and having an intellectual conversation with bella.yup.that's me.*COUGH*
and how come chipmunk got the louder applause?hmph.anyone can see that ostrich is so much the cuter =)
and i wanna cont' the story.-ahem-

**WARNING:dont read if ya allergic to weirdness,thankyoo!**
ok after chipmunk ostrich me and raine left the pub,which btw was HA--Y's,i had to leave cos i didnt wanna be in the story anymore.lol.so lorraine was left alone with 2 crazy and high toots.ok ok i feel sorry for her so i shall come back.*audience cheers* bhb lah.anyway,pastor jeremy suddenly entered the scene playing his guitar.
-all the girls faint-
(except for me and raine,cos we're faithful.)
pastor jeremy:*in redneck voice*heyy watchall doing hur when thar's the planetshakers thing going on?
and we were suddenly reminded that there was the planetshakers tonight.and we rushed over there,and they had already started playing.
and since ostrich and chipmunk had already drank about 20 cans of coke on the way there,they were totally hyper and started swinging their shirts around and shouting out the song lyrics all wrongly.
then suddenly *horror music starts playing* the "CHIOBU" appears!
she's wearing purple mascara and metallic grey eyeshadow.her hair is as usual.she's wearing a pink halter and a green miniskirt with apples on it.all her fats are bulging out,it is SO disturbing.*parents cover their children's eyes*
and as she walks thru the crowd she shakes her butt and asks guys if they want her number in her -cough- seductive voice.(guys:look at her weirdly and shuffle away)
then she shakes her butt all the way over to where chipmunk and ostrich are standing (cos they're sober again.)
chipmunk:wah seh my boxers DAMN NICE SIA.*looks around*anyone wanna see?huh?huh?
ostrich:*moves away from him*
"CHIOBU":heyyyy cuties *twirls hair and gives demure smile* wanna dance?
chipmunk:errr no thanks.
ostrich:*stares at her with mouth open*
"CHIOBU":*sticks her you-know-what's out*pwwease gor?ii iish juxx a simpple gerr lookiing ferr trru lorve worhhx =( *pulls at chipmunk's shirtsleeve*

and chipmunk says..er...hmm.MINDBLOCK!i'll let raine cont' this lah.if ya want to.

hurh hurh.planetshakers TONIGHT!

hachoo fu bless you ^.^

2005-03-16T16:39:00.000+08:00

im so disappointed.didnt get to watch spongebob today.first me and raine went to bugis,which wasnt showing at all.then we went to tampines,which was showing but at 3.and we couldnt stay till tt time.but we took neos anyway.ahah.a HA h.-cough-

was treated to the 'sian' look so many times.
raine says its cos * aint a morning person,but what does that have to do with it??
hmph.oh well.at least she likes the belated bday pressie.jack.
oh wait its not jack,its...
should i say it here?=x.hurh.

fafafaaaa have not done any holiday h/w yet.nope not even the stupid history article thing.sigh.the worse is the stupid english compo."the house".what kinda shit title is that?teachers are seriously unreasonable lah.phish.huh.dots.

gg kim's hse tmr...i think.i kinda forgot how to get there.ehhhh..

missed me?! X)

2005-03-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

wheee im BACK.and im HIGH!!!wahahas.talked to raine and net.surprised to find tt ppl actually go on msn at this time.HMMM.

ha.
ha.
HA!

ok sorry im just high lah.

gg to watch spongebob tmr!WOOHOO PATRICK,MAN!!!
lalala.OK better stop this gets any worse.

BYEE!

34 ums.a new record.

2005-03-11T18:16:00.000+08:00

ok fine i get it you wanna be straight.

what can i do but BLOODY accept it.

geez,why cant life be like those fairytales where everybody turns out happy?

just hope it's ok in the end.

bye to the republic of stalkers?

2005-03-10T18:59:00.000+08:00

kay.call me slow,but i just realised that we're getting back our progress reports tomorrow.which spells S-H-I-T for me cos i failed maths spectacularly.omg no more phone,no more computer,no more going out,no more nothing.if my parents are in a sadistic mood.who knows,they might even ban me from the planetshakers concert.-buries head in hands-

am feeling so crap now.

great,the darn thing is on everyone's lips and all they're doing is confirming it.it sucks to hear the same depressing thing over and over again..please tell me that it's all lies.that everything i've done and gone through for the past 8 months isnt really just meaningless in the end.beacuse that's what it seems like to me.meaningless.elise you stupid girl you just go around asking for it,so what did you expect?a miracle?dream on.

all the shit i've gone through,it doesnt even matter in the end.

no one cries during role call.

2005-03-09T19:45:00.000+08:00

how is it that a perfectly good day can turn into a total bitchin' nightmare?maths first period i was totally high.smilin to myself all the way.genevieve asked me if i was going nuts.yeah in fact,everything was just fine until bloody GG started,and ferena totally took me by surprise by her question.

is it true that the 'whole world knows'?
if it is,then fuck.i never wanted for it to be this way.but oh look,i've already been stereotyped as just another infatuated freak.and ferena just had to keep on talking about it all the way,telling me this and that,all kinds of depressing stuff.in the first place,how is this getting spread around?why would she even bother telling anyone?
ferena just had to rub it in my face right,that i dont stand a chance at all.
well i knew that from the start,so just leave me alone.

and now meryl's been telling me even more depressing stuff.i dont even know whether to believe all this but..if it's true what else can i do but accept it?

shit.why cant i ever just like someone without everything falling apart again?

the stalker's pledge.

2005-03-08T19:16:00.000+08:00

We,the republic of stalkers,
pledge ourselves as some united psychos.
Regardless of stalkee,hair style or boxers,
to build an infamous reputation for ourselves,
based on Justea and Famous Amos,
So as to achieve freakiness,blank, and blank for ourselves.

pastor jeremy:can i hear an amen?

this post is longer than you think.

2005-03-07T17:41:00.000+08:00

i think my bunnysutra watch has been over abuse bud.lynette whacking it the whole time.and yeah, i just realised that if mrs ho or another teacher sees my watch,i am so dead.i will be known as the girl with the pervy watch.mmm.

after school today went to parkway with net raine mc and fiona.were debating over whether or not we wanted to ask nicholas to come.for entertainment.oh yeah,saw skimpy barnacles again.i just got on the bus and we like standing at u know,the standing place.
and i was facing him directly cos he was sitting on the bench right outside the door!and me and raine went hysterical..he was staring till the bus left..lol.

ok.that's abt it.

you know what?i bet that she got on the next bus that came along.and i know that she asked her friend to see if i was gone before leaving.because i am a freak to her.i wish i could just clarify everything,but she wont even give me the chance.great.she hates me.

WOOOHOOOOOO!!!

2005-03-06T13:08:00.000+08:00

haha.ha.guess what.guess what is on my wrist right now?

BUNNYSUTRA!!!!!my beloved bunnysutra swatch watch!

that i wanted since like,last year?omg,dont believe i actually have it,finally.it was one of those spur of the moment splurges.$106.and i paid every single cent of it myself.but its worth it lah.i feel like licking it =)

ok,ok,just ignore what i just said.

haha.love it.

"im japanese-dutch-chinese heritage you see."

2005-03-04T18:54:00.000+08:00

ARGH damn bitch.im so sick of you wanting the spotlight on you,acting cute all the time.cos you're not.erm noo lynette im not talking about you,alright?neither am i talking about the blog title person.ah,just forget it.shooting my mouth off again.

stupid doodleboard.why the hell should i pay just to put a stupid tagboard on my blog?i hope that your stupid petty little company goes out of business and all of ya will one day be livin in cardboard boxes and eating out of cat food tins and regretting the day you started charging people for using doodle-board.HA.

anyway changed to cbox lah.sucks.

i wanna write about school.but im lazy!so sue me.

Road to nowhere, twist and turns but will this never end.

2005-03-01T18:58:00.000+08:00

always get depressed around this time of the week.cos mondays and tuesdays im free to slack around after school and all.but on wednesdays,there's guides!(imagine me saying that with fake happiness.)tomorrow's schedule looks damn stupid.what testwork??no one told me there's TESTWORK?!wanshee,where are ya?
and on thursdays,i have tuition.and on friday...-gee-more tuition!yuck yuck yuck.wont even be able to look forward to edge this sat..-sniff-

evonne and wanshi were awesome at long jump today..too bad they didnt make it =( but u still rock!heh heh.
really hope that the bitch didnt get into the top 3.i shall kill myself if she does.

`acctiing kewwt agaiinn -- [x]

2005-02-28T15:51:00.000+08:00

me lorraine and net in the library now.laughing over *certain* people's friendster pic.wahaha.

got our 1e3 mortals today.i will confess that i have no idea who my mortal is..i dont think i have ever seen her before or anything.trying to find info on her but s'no use.-sigh-

IDIOT CHIO BUUUUUUUUU!!!!
argh.

you-you-you-you =)

2005-02-27T14:28:00.000+08:00

*yawns*so tired.i cant even wake up late on weekends.im so sleep deprived.and still have to do my art..sianded.

ysterday started out jinxed-ly!it started raining the moment i went out of the house,and then i almost got run over by 2 cars on the street.eek.neardeath experience=not a good way to start the day.but anyway,(von+ws:it rhymes!)finally got on the mrt.lorraine was in de same mrt but we couldnt find each other cos it was simply too packed.got out at bugis and found each other on de platform.then went s h o p p i n g.WOO!ok,please ignore me.im just a shopoholic.
finally got my girl boxers and billabong wallet.i love it so much.it has that nice,'new wallet'smell,ya know?hurmm kay.we spent so much time in this weird weird place.some shop full of sadistic toys.I WANT THE FILLER BUNNY!ITS SO CUUUUTE!!!oh yeah,and just to add to my jinxedness,i just HAD to see the lookalike there.kept on running into her again and again.so idiot.i was freaking.took neos.the first round was good but the 2nd one was..retarded!my pen was spoilt and therefore couldnt be used to design anything,so its really plain and blank.which is the same thing,but yeah u get it.and even worse,there's this blank neoprint.dont ask yah?lorraine says tt its supposed to be a pic of our souls or something..dot...

then raine went to cut her hair @ QB.there was this supercute jap looking hairdresser there.whose hair was exactly like -mmph-!so now there's the feminine version,the guy version,and the hair-the-same version.ok,only lorraine knows what i'm talking about ;)

[e]dge:damn good as usual.but i got the shock of my life when i saw hui ying there.me lorraine and fiona were in the toilet when she suddenly came out of the stall and i thought i was freakin' hallucinating.and she recognized me!!errk.scary..

and today went to mpcc.wahlau!i had no idea tt daniel was actually musically talented.after service he just went and started playing the drums,and then the piano and i am sooo jealous...-cries-drums!anyway,went to parkway with joolies after that.we saw olinda!hurh.first me and raine saw sylevster and now me and joolies see olinda.who's next?TAUFIK?!!!nonono,that will never happen..but miracles can happen?huh?oh well,u never know.byee.

mr say says hey mr hay HEY...eh?

2005-02-25T18:44:00.000+08:00

OMG I SERIOUSLY CANNOT WAIT FOR TOMORROW.me and raine's sooper shopping spree =)

went to vjc after school today.for nothing.
luckily meryl kept me company.thank you!
oh yeah,FARAH SYIRIN and FARAH CHIAN are MAD.ok,are you happy?i mentioned you two.lol.
kept on irritating evonne while she was running 1.5.shouted something that cannot be rePETEd here.made her laugh and she almost fell!lol.

cannotcannotcannotcannot wait leh!and after got [e]dge summore.-dances around with calcium-
yay.

[why cant i even function properly around you?]
i just become this total disgrace.-hits self with telephone directory-

mr hay say heyyyy ya.

2005-02-25T10:12:00.000+08:00

CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW!!that's when i finally get my long awaited shopping spree.gonna be out the whole day.have a feeling i'll come back seriously in debt.

AND THERE'S EDGE!!!

oh fine,im high.shoppingggggggggg AHHHHHhh!

your just wastin' my time.

2005-02-23T19:50:00.000+08:00

just got liqin's msg..(sayonara!hai!)

LYNETTE!!DONT LEAVE EDGE!!!!U CANT JUST ABANDON ME AFTER U ASKED ME TO GO THERE!!!

oh well.dont think she'll see that since she hardly goes online.like someone else i know.whatever.

what am i doing wrong?

2005-02-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

erk.my head's a spin cycle once again.confused by this and that and what she said and what you said and all that's happened and everything i dont know.too much to think about.and not much makes sense.just gotta wait this out.

school was ok.
after school went to parkway with lorraine.she bought me a lurrvely pair of earrings.thanks =)

heh.that was really brief.but im not in the writing mood now so..yeah.

my whirly swirly poor and confused head.

legs sexier than fingers lah.

2005-02-20T16:28:00.000+08:00

"to s'pre women,men are longkang fish."LOL.tt was the thing tt made me laugh the hardest so far today.summore got the picture of the cute lil fish in the plastic bag.can u imagine tt the fish is -hurhur-or something??ahah.think i have a weird sense of humour.

my head feels like its going into overdrive.so many things going on in there.get the feeling that i should be getting up and doing something about it but im just sitting here typing away happily.errk.

anyway,yesterday was the thinking day thing.soooo damn boring.they wont even let me sit next to wanshee,evil freaks.people french kissing in front of me on the way there.it is soo disturbing to watch two very unattractive ppl make out..tt's all i have to say.OH OH!!!YX CAME OMGGGGG.SHE IS SOOO FREAKING CHIO!ahahahahahah.think im developing a crush on her =x ok guess you all didnt need to know that.hurh..think im gonna start babbling soon..just getting hyper.(?!)hmm.

later went to nic's house.kel and amanda are really chio now!!so is nic.feel lyk the ugly duckling when im around them.-sigh-idiots!chio bu's!
and we went to visit natalie too..nic was so excited..cos she got to see john *whatshisname*.stupid girl was grinning away like a lunatic.but he's so ugly now lah!me and kelly were like "what a letdown."its so weird!he was such a hottie when he was 14 but now he's urm..weird.only went back at around 2am.

school tomorrow.fuck.

[[something isn't right
i can feel it again
feel it again
this isn't the first time
that you left me waiting
sad excuses
and false hopes high
i saw this coming still
i don't know why
i let you in
i knew it all along
it's so predictable
i knew something would go wrong
so you don't have to call
or say anything at all
it's so predictable.]]

kabish.

2005-02-18T19:58:00.000+08:00

talking to meryl now.we're becoming increasingly..stalkerish...-looks arnd and laughs-
interesting interesting.

see,told ya lorraine.no matter how depressed i am,i cant cry in school.its just not a good crying environment.but the moment i got home i just let it allll out.s' a relief in a way.felt really empty and numb after tt but after a while,its all good again..sheesh..

SHIT.the madman just kicked me out of my own msn account.im telling u when i find tt fella im gonna ask daniel to rape him.