me lorraine and net in the library now.laughing over *certain* people's friendster pic.wahaha.

got our 1e3 mortals today.i will confess that i have no idea who my mortal is..i dont think i have ever seen her before or anything.trying to find info on her but s'no use.-sigh-

IDIOT CHIO BUUUUUUUUU!!!!
argh.

*yawns*so tired.i cant even wake up late on weekends.im so sleep deprived.and still have to do my art..sianded.

ysterday started out jinxed-ly!it started raining the moment i went out of the house,and then i almost got run over by 2 cars on the street.eek.neardeath experience=not a good way to start the day.but anyway,(von+ws:it rhymes!)finally got on the mrt.lorraine was in de same mrt but we couldnt find each other cos it was simply too packed.got out at bugis and found each other on de platform.then went s h o p p i n g.WOO!ok,please ignore me.im just a shopoholic.
finally got my girl boxers and billabong wallet.i love it so much.it has that nice,'new wallet'smell,ya know?hurmm kay.we spent so much time in this weird weird place.some shop full of sadistic toys.I WANT THE FILLER BUNNY!ITS SO CUUUUTE!!!oh yeah,and just to add to my jinxedness,i just HAD to see the lookalike there.kept on running into her again and again.so idiot.i was freaking.took neos.the first round was good but the 2nd one was..retarded!my pen was spoilt and therefore couldnt be used to design anything,so its really plain and blank.which is the same thing,but yeah u get it.and even worse,there's this blank neoprint.dont ask yah?lorraine says tt its supposed to be a pic of our souls or something..dot...

then raine went to cut her hair @ QB.there was this supercute jap looking hairdresser there.whose hair was exactly like -mmph-!so now there's the feminine version,the guy version,and the hair-the-same version.ok,only lorraine knows what i'm talking about ;)

[e]dge:damn good as usual.but i got the shock of my life when i saw hui ying there.me lorraine and fiona were in the toilet when she suddenly came out of the stall and i thought i was freakin' hallucinating.and she recognized me!!errk.scary..

and today went to mpcc.wahlau!i had no idea tt daniel was actually musically talented.after service he just went and started playing the drums,and then the piano and i am sooo jealous...-cries-drums!anyway,went to parkway with joolies after that.we saw olinda!hurh.first me and raine saw sylevster and now me and joolies see olinda.who's next?TAUFIK?!!!nonono,that will never happen..but miracles can happen?huh?oh well,u never know.byee.

OMG I SERIOUSLY CANNOT WAIT FOR TOMORROW.me and raine's sooper shopping spree =)

went to vjc after school today.for nothing.
luckily meryl kept me company.thank you!
oh yeah,FARAH SYIRIN and FARAH CHIAN are MAD.ok,are you happy?i mentioned you two.lol.
kept on irritating evonne while she was running 1.5.shouted something that cannot be rePETEd here.made her laugh and she almost fell!lol.


cannotcannotcannotcannot wait leh!and after got [e]dge summore.-dances around with calcium-
yay.

[why cant i even function properly around you?]
i just become this total disgrace.-hits self with telephone directory-

CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW!!that's when i finally get my long awaited shopping spree.gonna be out the whole day.have a feeling i'll come back seriously in debt.

AND THERE'S EDGE!!!

oh fine,im high.shoppingggggggggg AHHHHHhh!

just got liqin's msg..(sayonara!hai!)

LYNETTE!!DONT LEAVE EDGE!!!!U CANT JUST ABANDON ME AFTER U ASKED ME TO GO THERE!!!

oh well.dont think she'll see that since she hardly goes online.like someone else i know.whatever.

erk.my head's a spin cycle once again.confused by this and that and what she said and what you said and all that's happened and everything i dont know.too much to think about.and not much makes sense.just gotta wait this out.

school was ok.
after school went to parkway with lorraine.she bought me a lurrvely pair of earrings.thanks =)

heh.that was really brief.but im not in the writing mood now so..yeah.

my whirly swirly poor and confused head.

"to s'pre women,men are longkang fish."LOL.tt was the thing tt made me laugh the hardest so far today.summore got the picture of the cute lil fish in the plastic bag.can u imagine tt the fish is -hurhur-or something??ahah.think i have a weird sense of humour.

my head feels like its going into overdrive.so many things going on in there.get the feeling that i should be getting up and doing something about it but im just sitting here typing away happily.errk.

anyway,yesterday was the thinking day thing.soooo damn boring.they wont even let me sit next to wanshee,evil freaks.people french kissing in front of me on the way there.it is soo disturbing to watch two very unattractive ppl make out..tt's all i have to say.OH OH!!!YX CAME OMGGGGG.SHE IS SOOO FREAKING CHIO!ahahahahahah.think im developing a crush on her =x ok guess you all didnt need to know that.hurh..think im gonna start babbling soon..just getting hyper.(?!)hmm.

later went to nic's house.kel and amanda are really chio now!!so is nic.feel lyk the ugly duckling when im around them.-sigh-idiots!chio bu's!
and we went to visit natalie too..nic was so excited..cos she got to see john *whatshisname*.stupid girl was grinning away like a lunatic.but he's so ugly now lah!me and kelly were like "what a letdown."its so weird!he was such a hottie when he was 14 but now he's urm..weird.only went back at around 2am.

school tomorrow.fuck.


[[something isn't right
i can feel it again
feel it again
this isn't the first time
that you left me waiting
sad excuses
and false hopes high
i saw this coming still
i don't know why
i let you in
i knew it all along
it's so predictable
i knew something would go wrong
so you don't have to call
or say anything at all
it's so predictable.]]

talking to meryl now.we're becoming increasingly..stalkerish...-looks arnd and laughs-
interesting interesting.

see,told ya lorraine.no matter how depressed i am,i cant cry in school.its just not a good crying environment.but the moment i got home i just let it allll out.s' a relief in a way.felt really empty and numb after tt but after a while,its all good again..sheesh..

SHIT.the madman just kicked me out of my own msn account.im telling u when i find tt fella im gonna ask daniel to rape him.

just ran back and forth from class 4 times with clare net and von.seem to be doing alot of running today.just now also was running with julia cos *mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmph*.lol.-winks at julia-

arrrrrrrrrgh got SO many things to do for the stupid thinking day tmr.crap crap crap.feeling pissed now..dont ask why..

oops.just realised tt i forgot to pass my maths homework to kimmy.the weird girl actually gets joy from doing it.oooohkay.

julia and wanshee are flirting/acting cute now.ick.PPL IF UR READING THIS CUT IT OUT BEFORE I PUKE ALL OVER THE KEYBOARDDD.sheesh.just crapping now.thanks for making it to the end.i have no idea what im saying.

heard tt some madman has been running around with my msn account,so if any of y'all talk to me on msn and i ignore you or just go "err" or something,it's the madman,not me.or maybe its me and i just dont like you.hmm.

argh.really made a fool outta myself today.elise,what's wrong with you??!-slaps face-

sheesh.dont really have anything to say right now.bye.

in the library with raine now.she's going nuts over -something- and im just like..-_-". lol.

valentine's day today!so fun!yet so crap.thanks to everyone for all the roses,chocs,gel hearts,notes,erm,straws and thanks to my angel too!*i know who you are lah.*ok dunno why i haf to italize(?)tt.argh.my roses are dying though,only deborah's is persevering..hopefully it'll survive till i get home.hope you'all liked my pressies too.ok.lemme put it another way,you all BETTER like my pressies cos i stayed up till 12+ polishing those damn thing.haha.LUVV YOU ALLLLLLLLL.

well fine.its fun and all,but as i said its really meaningless if none of those gifts are from the one tt u want.ahah.kay.elise shut up.-slaps face-

yeah nothing's changed.

so tmr is the day of lurrrrrve yes?haha.whatever lah.its kinda meaningless for me.i just want my rose.

edge yesterday was sooo damn nice lorh!all the songs rawked,and OH guess who me and lorraine saw when we went to tm for dinner?SYLVESTER SIM.he seriously looks a vampire lorh.his skin is practically flourescent.so me and lorraine started gawking at him and he just gave us this 'huh.fans.'kinda look.idiot lah he.im not even his fan in the first place.SYLVESTER SUCKS THAT IS WHY TAUFIK WON.*cough*

then today went to MPCC.
shit lah.i cant stop laughing at daniel's ear!!i mean it's like..oh my gawd.he pierced it using a GIRL'S earring.u know those tiny little stud kinds?teeny tiny little stud.and summore he was bragging away abt it.i just had to keep going to myself:thou shalt not laugh.thou shalt not laugh.thou shalt not laugh.but i really couldnt help it..just find him hilarious..for some reason all guys named daniel seem to have some kinda mental problem..(barney raper.)lol.dunno whad shit lah.

after tt went parkway.bought y'all something.yay..nice me!ahem.
think i've totally fallen in love with [six].feel like blowing all my money on it but then again..must..control..urgh.

haha.daniel.

have you ever felt like going up to someone, grabbing their shoulders and shaking them hard?

ayes.anyway,my whole com's shitted up now.alllll my pics are gone and its ALL MY SIBS FAULT.why did my parents haf to haf kids after me?damn,they could have just have gotten a chihuahua or somethin',but NOOO the superbrats were born,wrecking havoc in my life.dad better be able to save my pics or else.grr.'diot people.

much love to jools for the dp.why is so act cutish tho?IF my pics can be saved,i'll send u a nicer pic yah?and the pic of *AHEM*.

-eyes move to the side-

'morrow going to edge!yay =) -jumps arnd-
hey raine,are we gonna watch constantine first or what?and i wanna take neos.wahaha.lol.gonna see the chipmunk.oh wait,why do i care?sheesh.now raine's gonna start complaining.heh.

oops.naggin's started.cya.

i hate hosting!i mean its fun,but after tt u are left to clean up the freakin mess.for example,my room was used for ghost story tellin and now the floor is all sticky and covered with unidentifiable stuff..dun think i wanna know..not to mention tht my bed is also covered in yu sheng,ice cream,and hay.(dont ask.)eeew.how the fuck am i supposed to sleep right??
sheesh.but it was fun lah.my cuz is taking jap courses(lucky toot)and gave me a crash course in jap.*ahem*
anata do baka des ka?(are u an idiot.)dammit kay,i know im wu liao.

btw,WANSHEE,guess what i just realised?my cuz is a JAY ZHOU lookalike.
i repeat(repete)a JAY ZHOU lookalike.are ya drooling yet?
really lehh.the hair is the same style,his eyes are small like jay's,and he talks very little.when he talks,he MUMBLES.just like tt blurdy toot jay.haha.maybe i can send u his pic or somethin' and u can see for yourself.

school tmr.argh.i've done like,5%of my h/w.in de first place,why does the school have to give us h/w?its a holiday dammit.HOLIDAY.and what with all the bai-nianing,am i supposed to have time to do?'diots lah.thy're just out to get us..urgh.

just came back from one whole day of bai-nianing.exhausting.not to mention boring,unless you consider throwing ice cubes out of windows entertainment.(no,tt was my bro and sis,i was NOT a part of it.)
was entertained by my guy cousins though.all their voices are breaking.sound like girls.but guess wht?im still taller than them.lol.

lala.hongbaos.can finally indulgemy cd fetish.*woohoo!*
*starts dreaming of the my chemical romance cd*

kabish.

urgh.sumone pleaseeee talk to me.im dying here.at my cuzzies hse.always feel left out here.no one my age..so went out for a walk.ended up walking really really far away then mum came out and dragged me back inside.why is it tt without doing anything,i can be blamed for ruining everything?sheesh.fine.let's talk abt my day.

woke up super late..the time i woke up is the time tt i usually leave.then rush rush rush.and in de end fell asleep on the couch.GOSH-I HATE MORNINGS.
school:I LOVE MICHELLE'S CAM!!its so damn nice lorh..sigh.(mc must faster upload pics yah?)then the weird greeting card thing..which me and ws anyhow do(did?)yup.then off to the hall.before we reached there retarded stuff happening already..*thanks alot,lynette plus lorraine*and i also dunno why her friend has to go "elc?elc?" yes tts my name, dont wear it out.and after tt..LOL.dun wanna talk abt it.still paranoid tt someone's gna read my blog.and i'll be in deep shit?

after school went back to naps with donna.saw all the nice ppl and idiots there.didnt even get to see mrs pung lor...she was in a meeting.craps.oh well.always nxt time.then went to TM with fiona,lorraine and julia.saw titus there.for like...2 min!pathetic!and we wanted to take neoprints with him.oh yah,julia,all ur fault.u noe we were running like siao just to get there in time to see titus's supposedly coconut hair cut and in the end,IT LOOKS NORMAL WHAD.u lah.waste my breath only.me and lorraine wanted to go courts..michelle!!ur camera costs a fishstickin' $800 over bucks u noe.if i wanna save up and buy it it'll actually take like,eternity.sigh.and EVOOONNE!!!me and lorraine HELD the ipod mini.and we got to USE it.u should have seen how it FIT IN OUR PALM ITS SO CUTE AND SMALL.*cough*but seriously,its damn nice.not sure whad i wanna save up for now.ipod mini,digicam,or stereo.geez.decisions,decisions.and i just realised tt there's a yamaha there.lol.kay.so basically we walked and talked and crapped alot.then went home.saw a really disturbing pair of earrings.if u get whad i mean.*pokes lorraine*

hmm..whad else?got the feeling im missing something.oh wells.bye.

omg.my hair is like super short now.and i mean SUPER short.argh.cant wait for it to grow back.

going back to naps tmr.

and i thought that something interesting was gonna happen.boos.

wow.i havent felt this feeling in a long while.reading her blog and feeling like crap.i mean..its so..irritatin!!she's like lil miss perfect brat princess barbie or something.she's chio and she's rich and whadever,and i bet that UR STILL NOT OVER HER, so yeah.

argh.nothing to say.just fuck.

ers..nothing to say today lah.kimmy if ur reading this,cheer up cos one bad mark is not the end of the world ok?= )